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IN THE SKY OF DREAMS
A person should set a goal for himself/herself in life... Some people set a small goal for themselves: buying a new phone, going on vacation, others for a bigger one: a million dollar turnover per month. Plans such as creating a business or building a house for his family. Some people dream of unattainable things: solving the problem of poverty in the country, living in space. That's why you should have enough intelligence to set a goal that matches your strength.
"The goal must be to achieve happiness, otherwise the fire will not roar enough, the driving force will not be powerful enough - therefore, success will not be fully achieved," - says Theodore Dreiser.
In fact, if a person has set a goal for himself, he should devote all his energy to it and avoid all other distractions.
Each of you has your own place in life. The main thing for us is your desire to speak. Among the invited guests, we can see that you are more enthusiastic than others. Don't forget, it all depends on you! It's time to show yourself!
We invite you to the world of fear! This world will be a testing world for you. In this, you will test your ability, your ability to get out of the situation in the face of difficulties and your readiness for drastic actions!
And we will show you the ways to skillfully get out of various difficult situations and make impossible things possible. And you just move forward!
There are people who leave the world without a dream. Such people do not swim like fish, on the contrary, the current carries them. Therefore, in the beautiful garden called life, dream of growing a flower that amazes the world with its fragrance.
As you walk towards the goal, the difficulty increases as you get closer. So, if you have set a great goal, you will achieve it with perseverance and beautiful patience. After all, the key to achieving the goal is hard work, patience and research.
Category Archives: CHAOS
Asemic poetry from Grzegorz Wroblewski



GREAT FATHER You will never understand me, Son. Now, when you walk down a colorful street in Copenhagen, you see two dealers and a huge balloon-like rat. Enjoy this view! You will never understand me, Son. Admire the ladies who put lace panties in their bags. Enjoy your life while you can. ARMAGEDDON DAYS There was nothing unusual about it. Children played in the squares, and alcoholics slowly drank beer on the benches. The sun suddenly changed its color. The policeman fired a bullet, but it hit the nearby trees. And the world ceased to exist. CONVERSATIONS WITH THE PROPHETS I'm looking for happiness, could you advise me on how to find it? And what is happiness for you? That's what I don't know, I'm tracking happiness to no avail. Once you find it, come to me again. Then I won't need you anymore. You have it within you, but you must first see the man with the bird's head on the solar orb. It's too complicated. Happiness is not a watermelon thrown in the trash.
Grzegorz Wróblewski was born in 1962 in Gdańsk and grew up in Warsaw. Since 1985 he has been living in Copenhagen. English translations of his work are available in Our Flying Objects (trans. Joel Leonard Katz, Rod Mengham, Malcolm Sinclair, Adam Zdrodowski, Equipage, 2007), A Marzipan Factory (trans. Adam Zdrodowski, Otoliths, 2010), Kopenhaga (trans. Piotr Gwiazda, Zephyr Press, 2013), Let’s Go Back to the Mainland (trans. Agnieszka Pokojska, Červená Barva Press, 2014), Zero Visibility (trans. Piotr Gwiazda, Phoneme Media, 2017). Asemic writing book Shanty Town (Post-Asemic Press, 2022).
Poetry from Ahmad Al-Khatat
Why Am I Sad? Does that mean I’m lucky? If so, Then why I don’t remember the dust on my joy? Has my confidence disappeared with the cigarette ashes? People age by love poems and happy-ending stories. Meanwhile, I age by the number of lonesome years. My brother tried & failed to teach me how to stop crying. The very first moment I turned 18 eighteen years old, My grandpa came into my dream and said “ I’m no longer in trouble to express my mental illness.” Thirty-four years and yet I shamefully liquoring up and smoke. Colourless wounds, foggy nightmares and rusty sorrows in me. Why am I sad? When everything is great but not remarkable.
Soul & Hope I am riding in the subway again. Breathless & sweaty melancholy visage, as if autumn wear my soul & hope. Her springy perfume permeate in me. She whispers to the blooms flowers while I am in sorrow to her dead roses. I ask her to touch me gently, to kiss me softly. Will she recall my heart how to bury the past? I am wild with love, with a lifetime desire. I am not an widow chair waiting for her dead soilder. Stand side by side, I need to dream & not fall apart. Hand in hand, I’m thirsty to explore you in darkness.
Poetry from Shamsiya Khudoynazarova Turumovna

DEEP IN THE HEART… Deep in heart there’s echoing burning voice, Do not hide it, just open it and rejoice. God almighty understand us where you zoom, Anyways, you will face it what fetches doom. Let that dull stars gossip you let them backbite, They are only ugly teeth of giggling night. Oh, my dear, face to the God at any rate, Because he’s the owner of the workshop of fate. Shamsiya Khudoynazarova Turumovna (February 15, 1973) was born in Uzbekistan. Studied at the Faculty of Journalism of Tashkent State University (1992-1998). She took first place in the competition of young republican poets (1999). Four collections of poems have been published in Uzbekistan: “Leaf of the Heart” (1998), “Roads to You” (1998), “The Sky in My Chest” (2007), “Lovely Melodies” (2013). She wrote poetry in more than ten genres. She translated some Russian and Turkish poets into Uzbek, as well as a book by Yunus Emro. She lived as a political immigrant with her family for five years in Turkey and five years in Ukraine and currently lives in Switzerland. She is married and the mother of five children.
Story from Nahyean Bin Khalid

Temporal Nexus Paradox In the heart of a mysterious laboratory, Dr. Alexander Greyson, a brilliant scientist, stood before his latest creation: the Temporal Nexus, a device capable of travelling across time and space. With the world's history at his fingertips, Alexander's eyes shined with excitement as he took a good look at the possibilities. Unable to resist the lure of discovery, he activated the device and found himself standing in the midst of ancient Rome. The magnificence of the Colosseum and the vitality of the bustling streets left him in awe. With each journey, he hopped through centuries, exploring various civilizations and cultures. However, he didn't know that he made a fateful misstep. During a visit to the Renaissance, he accidentally dropped a small notebook filled with his advanced scientific equations. The notebook fell into the hands of a curious Leonardo da Vinci. Inspired by Alexander's revolutionary ideas, da Vinci's inventions rapidly advanced human progress, altering the course of history. As Alexander returned to his present, he was greeted by a world unrecognizable to him. Advanced technology appeared, but the cost of this was immense, it created a society which disowned personal connections and brought environmental issues. Desperate to undo the damage he had unwillingly caused, Alexander went back into the past using the Temporal Nexus, determined to retrieve the notebook from da Vinci's possession. However, each attempt he made to fix the timeline only led to further complications. His actions created a series of paradoxes that rippled through time, threatening to erase him from existence. Stranded in a fractured reality, Alexander realized the consequences of his actions. With the help of a fellow scientist, Christopher Alis, he made a plan together to repair the timeline. Christopher and Alexander went on a very dangerous trip across different times, dealing with problems and secrets. Together, they raced against time to restore the timeline and ensure Alexander's invention never fell into da Vinci's hands. Their efforts took them from ancient civilizations to distant futures, they were fixing the very essence of how things work in the world. After countless struggles and close calls, Christopher and Alexander finally managed to set things right. The timeline was restored, and the course of history returned to its original path. With the Temporal Nexus dismantled and the notebook safely back in Alexander's possession, the world once again aligned with its intended trajectory. After everything calmed down, Alexander thought about the important thing he had learned: how much a single person's actions can affect the course of history. He promised to use his scientific talent to help people and not try to change the past. With a new understanding of how history works, Alexander Greyson felt prepared to move forward and make smart choices because of what he went through. Nahyean Bin Khalid is a student of grade 7 in Harimohan Government High School, Chapainawabganj, Bangladesh.
Essay from Sukhrob Saidov (one of three)

Documentary Analysis of film ‘’Before Stonewall’’
Introduction (History of Before Stonewall)
A documentary film called “Before Stonewall” looks at the history of the LGBTQ+ community in the US before the Stonewall riots of 1969. The movie includes interviews with LGBTQ+ people who discuss their personal hardships and experiences growing up when homosexuality was stigmatized as a mental disease and outlawed in many places. The early history of the LGBTQ+ rights movement and the numerous social and political developments that led to it are also covered in the movie. In addition to highlighting the injustices and persecution that the LGBTQ+ community endured prior to the Stonewall riots, the movie promotes acceptance and acknowledgement of LGBTQ+ rights. It highlights the tenacity and bravery of LGBTQ+ people who stood up for their rights and set the path for ensuing generations. Overall, the movie gives the LGBTQ+ rights movement a historical backdrop and illuminates the struggles and achievements of the community prior to Stonewall. In this article, I try to analyze the characters and actions in film, logic and emotions of filmmakers. Also, in the end, I provide my own impressions that I gave and feel from this film.
Characters and events in film
As I watched the film, I was able to find some connections to the film and to our current society. Below I will try to explain each of these points.
First and main one is individuals. By this I mean, The movie includes interviews with LGBTQ+ people who discuss their personal problems and experiences growing up in a time when homosexuality was demonized and illegal. The LGBTQ+ community is given a human face, and the prejudice and brutality they experienced are brought to light. Also, the film covers the early LGBTQ+ rights movement, including organizations like the Mattachine Society and the Daughters of Bilitis. These groups played a crucial role in advocating for LGBTQ+ rights and laying the groundwork for future activism.
Secondly, the Stonewall riots. By examining the social and political issues that contributed to the Stonewall riots, the movie places them in their historical perspective. The riots were important because they ushered in a new era of action for LGBTQ+ rights and marked a turning point in the movement.
Last but not least is homosexuality as a mental illness. The American Psychiatric Association defined homosexuality as a mental disease up until 1973, as the movie emphasizes. This part of society is important because it demonstrates how entrenched prejudices against LGBTQ+ people formerly were. Moreover, the movie shows the frequent police raids on gay bars and clubs, which were frequently used as a justification to detain gay people. This social phenomenon is important because it demonstrates the systematic violence and prejudice that the LGBTQ+ community experienced.
Appeals to logic, emotion and prejudice by filmmakers
The filmmakers support their case for acceptance and acknowledgement of LGBTQ+ rights with historical information and expert interviews. They emphasize the pre-Stonewall discriminatory laws and regulations as well as the activism that aided in their reform. In order to persuade viewers of the truth of their claim, the filmmakers give a logical case supported by historical data. The film also plays on viewers’ emotions by including personal accounts and interviews with LGBTQ+ people. The interviews highlight the hardships and accomplishments of the LGBTQ+ community as well as the psychological effects of violence and discrimination. This emotive appeal aims to connect viewers with LGBTQ+ people’s experiences by fostering empathy and understanding in them. The movie also shows the prejudice and discrimination LGBTQ+ people experienced prior to Stonewall. The producers hope to help viewers reevaluate their own biases and prejudices towards the LGBTQ+ community by drawing attention to the systemic discrimination and violence against LGBTQ+ people. The purpose of this appeal to prejudice is to encourage the audience to examine their prejudices and take steps to promote greater inclusion and acceptance.
Conclusion (my recommendations and opinion)
The significant documentary “Before Stonewall” provides background information on the American LGBTQ+ rights struggle. The movie focuses light on the social and political issues that influenced the birth of the LGBTQ+ rights movement and depicts the hardships and victories of the LGBTQ+ community prior to the Stonewall riots. A personal and emotional link to the experiences of the community throughout a period of prejudice and violence is made through the interviews with LGBTQ+ people. The movie also shows how pervasive before Stonewall were biases and prejudices against LGBTQ+ people.
In conclusion, “Before Stonewall” is a thought-provoking, educational and I highly recommend to people to watch this. Because, movie can be a great resource for anybody who are interested in LGBTQ+ history and rights. It can be especially beneficial for people who seek to have a deeper knowledge of the experiences and hardships of the LGBTQ+ community prior to the Stonewall riots. But also, I would like to mention that, the movie might not be appropriate for all viewers, though, given the delicate nature of the subject matter. Therefore, before recommending the movie, it is crucial to take the audience’s tastes and sensitivities into account.
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Poetry from Hongri Yuan, translated by Yuanbing Zhang

Three Poems By Chinese Poet Hongri Yuan Translated by Yuanbing Zhang Heaven's Song In heaven where there has no night. ln heaven where there has no the sun or the moon. In heaven where everyone is the stars. In heaven where the time is the light of the soul. In heaven where the space is the smile of the soul. In heaven where I have another name– I am one of the gods, have no idea about the sorrows and joys of the word. 01.16.2019 天堂之歌 在天堂没有黑夜 在天堂没有日月 在天堂每个人都是星辰 在天堂时间是灵魂之光 在天堂空间是灵魂的笑容 在天堂 我是另一个名字 是诸神之中的一个 不知人间的悲喜 2019.01.16 Never-withering Flowers from Paradise I pick the gem flowers from the heavens, and write a music of memory for you. Let you suddenly wake up and see the long-lost hometown again let you ride the melody of light to fly into the ninety-nine skies. Where the palaces and towers are yours, where the gardens are as huge as the universe and the time will never elapse, blooming like the never-withering flowers from paradise. 01.16.2020 不知凋谢的仙葩 我采撷天国的宝石之花 为你写一首记忆之曲 让你恍然醒来 再次见到久违的故园 让你乘着光芒的旋律 飞到那九十九层云霄之上 那儿的宫殿楼台 皆是你的所有 那儿的花园巨大 仿佛整个宇宙 而时光永远不会流逝 盛开如不知凋谢的仙葩 2020.01.16 Strings of The Light of Dawn When I plucked strings of the light of dawn A golden lightning burned a huge city The undulating hills in distance twinkled the ruby smile Vaguely there came acoustic resonance of the bell from the centervault of heaven Who have seen that the palace was towering outside the sky The gods smiled with stately grace and raised their glass Female celestials shed datura flowers flying all over the sky. And a large ship approached from another galaxy They came from a huge platinum city Their ships were much faster than the speed of light Ever visited the earth billions of years ago They brought new technology To make the steel have a wonderful spiritualism Their eyes can perceive the heaven and the world Heart is as bright as the sun And body is as transparent as diamond 01.13.2018 黎明之光的琴弦 当我弹拨这黎明之光的琴弦 一道金色闪电燃烧了一座巨城 远方起伏的群山闪烁红宝石的笑容 天穹的中央隐隐传来钟磬的和鸣 谁看见那天外的金殿巍巍 诸神庄严含笑 举杯庆贺 天女洒下了漫天的曼陀罗花 而一艘巨轮正在另一个星系驶来 他们来自一座白金巨城 他们的飞船比光速更快 亿万年前曾访问地球 他们带来了新的科技 让钢铁拥有奇妙的灵性 他们的眼睛可透视天地 心灵光灿如太阳 而身体透明如钻石 2018.01.13 Bio: Hongri Yuan (b. 1962) is a Chinese mystic poet and philosopher. His poetry has been widely published in the UK, USA, India, New Zealand, Canada and Nigeria. He has authored a number books including Platinum City, The City of Gold, Golden Paradise, Gold Sun and Golden Giant. About the Translator Yuanbing Zhang (b. 1974), who is a Chinese poet and translator, works in a Middle School, Yanzhou District , Jining City, Shandong Province, China. He can be contacted through his email- 3112362909@qq.com. Phone:+86 15263747339 Email:3112362909@qq.com Address:No.18 middle school Yanzhou District ,Jining City, Shandong Province, China
