The Thoughts Behind My Name
Lauren.
Soft, smile.
Lauren. Exotic.
Strong Woman. New Woman. Ready Woman.
Grow to be happy, Strive to be unique, my daughter. Aim to
Strike
Fear in your enemies.
Use your crinkle-eye smile, to love your friends
Your button nose, to breathe the scent of life; Lavender-Roma Tomato.
Use your curious fingertips to trace the bark of a Manzanita bush, to stroke the kaleidoscope fur of a cat, to caress the iridescent fantasia of an abalone shell.
My Buddha Baby, grow.
Mischievous smile, slow glance.
Bedroom eyes.
Yes, you are a
Lauren.
Taste your childhood, too early to preserve, the details fading but the aurora still
sweet and warm in your mind.
A starchy Ube ice cream, dappled with laughter and briny tears.
This name is waiting, a roseate orchid blooming behind your heart.
Olde English.
Lauren Faye. You are a scripture in waiting, my darling.
Warmed honey rolling off a silver spoon.
The Crown of the celestial sky.
My Lauren Faye D. Ainslie, my fragrant Earl Grey tea.
There has never been a Lauren in the family before.
I give Lauren to my Buddha Baby, and she will go
Wherever there is sunlight.
Write your scripture in the sunlight, my darling,
Write your scripture, Lauren Faye.


