Departure of a Ghost
(watercolor/gouache by Paul Klee)
The ghost of my other self
my inner self, my alter self
lives with me, shares my bed,
my life as if it were its life
a place at my table
within my house
as if it were its own.
it stays it stays
whatever I might say
it lingers
like an uninvited guest
stayed too long.
I hear its disembodied voice
pleading for a place to be
alive like me
I know that it must go
and leave me to my life
alone with a kind of peace
I had never known.
And then it disappears
my other self a wisp of smoke
into the air
leaving me alone
the lesser of the two of us.

