Category Archives: CHAOS
Poetry from Mahbub
A boy Without Name
I am a boy without name
hovering in the limitless sky
I am a storm hitting strongly on
making the door and windows
upside down uprooted the trees are
I don’t abide by the rules of any law
of the restricted country
my act is to switch
on the radio
off the television
and so do on and off
radio, television and computer
I play with mud
I build a castle
I break it, I rebuild and I rake
I am a boy without name
I don’t care for the charge
you bring for
I can go out and come back
as per my desire
I can love any whom I think to
I am a boy fully hovering from place to place
as a morning bird playing on a muse
from ears to ears.
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The deaths of us
Death is not any single matter to us
like the people of our country, Bangladesh
here politics is so powerful
that we, the people, are meaningless ants
a hunting ground
the lives have no right
to continue in this world any more
the commons are the tools to their clutch
they do when and whatever they like to
our lives depend on the mercy of the lords
Its alright if one party is victorious on the other
If not, their animosity beams on the common people
throwing bombs on the running bus, truck and train
nothing can be done we are helpless to their powerful hands
pull out the fish-plate of the running train causing deaths
the lords like to satisfy their hunger day after day
we, the helpless common people nothing to do
we are the observers we are the deaths
we sleep in fear we rise in fear
life goes so suspicious
then what does it mean ‘life’?
when we recollect
the recent past dealings of our politicians
how can we think we live safe in this present world?
Top of Form
Bottom of Form
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My Prayer
Death is the last word to say in the present world
We come here empty
We leave the world empty
but there is something difference between
coming and leaving the world
our deeds might show whether it would be
our mental and physical peace depends on how we deal with us
if I do good for me, good for you and for everyone with whom
I spend my time
then there may have the possibility to get
peaceful blowing on the ground with colorful light
O my Creator, lead me to the right road
to go in this world
that I can get peace here at home
and there in the doomsday.
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To My Darling
When my eyes are burning, my body is trembling
but no response of you
then what should I do?
please darling o my darling
but no its no use of calling
I am dying,
I can’t play my ball
as its not on the side
I deserve the fair only for you
O my darling don’t break my heart
no more waiting
everything is lost before my eyes
come and get me in touch
I am lost, can’t see anything
if not get you without saying
find me no more
O my darling, please —–.
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In The Evening
Clouds are floating, lambs are grazing
in the evening
birds are turning to their nest
I am exhausted , wants to come back home
just at that moment whistles in my ear
don’t enter
it’s light and dark
before night
who is coming to me and say
don’t enter
I am in absent minded wanted to learn
waiting for moments
and thought of my surprise
a golden axiom is over head and I lost myself there.
Balubagan, Chapainawabganj
19/09/2015
Essay from Tony Nightwalker LeTigre
The Winter Depression
By Tony Nightwalker LeTigre
Let us call this the “winter depression,” premature as it may be on our part to count winter’s frigid malice out of the game so early. We could call it “the post-election depression,” but I don’t want to. Why give them such power? I made a comment to a friend a couple weeks back, shortly after its onset, to the effect that “if I’d known Trump was going to win, I wouldn’t have talked so much shit about Hillary.” But it was a throwaway, disingenuous, wasn’t it? Throwing to the audience (of one) what they wanted to hear. And actually, they are legion here in Pdx, which has a large & mobile mass of young radicals, Outside Inners, Rad Fae types sporting shiny new self-entitled gender pronouns that nobody else is ever going to use, Standing Rock-ers, cute young tall slim ba(b)es dressed all in black with black hats & black boots & white or red bandannas around their mouths carrying war mallets (hot!!) & weaponry & paint cans ready to fuck some shit up, & related righteous ragers ready to take to the streets & stir up a public shit storm. As well they should! And I ran with those wolves when I heard their howls & saw them coming, answering the primal call of the hunt—for am I not one of them at bottom, despite my frequent plaints; but by my own choice, & therefore free to come & go at my own wish & not at the beck & call of another?
(He does not try to dominate you, but you cannot dominate him.)
Poetry from Michael Marrotti
Freedom is Overrated
Certain people
are far from
delighted
When they hear me
proudly proclaim
my allegiance
to the Light Of Life
Rescue Mission
through volunteering
Some people say
the food isn’t
all that great
Other people say
they force Jesus
on you
There’s also
people who say
it’s restrictive
no man should
have a curfew
I consider all
these potentially
pertinent points
as I enjoy
a delectable meal
courtesy of
Light Of Life
before my shift
On my way
to the cafeteria
I think of Jesus
wine and the
blood of Christ
Jesus has saved
many people
from relapsing
I think of rent
and how much
it sets me back
each month
as I serve food
to a homeless man
who once lived
better than I did
I take into consideration
after the completion
of my shift
how all that freedom
has dragged these men
down to the bottom
of society
I have a new life
experience
by thinking
for the first time
in my life
that maybe freedom
in this particular
circumstance
is a bit overrated
Essay from Joan Beebe
Christopher Bernard reviews 13th Floor’s play ‘Next Time I’ll Take the Stairs’ at San Francisco’s Joe Goode Annex
Zach Fischer and Jenny McAllister
Photos: Robbie Sweeny and Pak Han
ELEVATOR TO HELL AND BACK
Next Time I’ll Take the Stairs
13th Floor
Joe Goode Annex
San Francisco
A review by Christopher Bernard
I saw an earlier version of this piece – equal parts poetry, family drama, circus act and dance by 13th Floor, once a dance company, now doing theater as well – as a work in progress at the FURY Factory Festival of Ensemble and Devised Theater in June of this year, and so I’ll begin my review with what I said then:
“[‘Next Time I’ll Take the Stairs’ is] an elevator play, but with a difference, . . . depicting a ride to hell in the belly of the Otis Company’s most famous product. I say ‘to hell,’ but that may be over-simplifying just a hair; as 13th Floor tells it, it’s a ride to ‘a multi-storied world, inhabited by the shades of previous riders. Down is up, up is nowhere, and the memories of who you were can be re-formed by the stranger standing next to you.’ The show follows the adventures of brothers Arthur and Norris, their sister Rabbit, a lasciviously sadistic, compulsively inquisitive lady named Ivy and a disingenuous lug with a big wrench and the suspicious name of Otis, after all five crowd into an elevator that crashes into an alternative universe that is both unforgivingly absurd and weirdly sweet.
Announcement from our creative partners – the 2016 Nature Writing Contest
Announcing the 2016 International Nature Writing Contest, sponsored by authors Rui Carvalho, Sara Rodriguez Arias, and Janine Canan and by Synchronized Chaos Magazine.
We are searching for a new Lord Byron, who can go forth, creating poetry to praise nature and those who love her.
Beauty of nature is one of the nights imperishable, one of the endless days, with horizons made of sands on the shore.
The forest can be seen as a hospitable home, inhabited by humble virtues.
But, for those whom poetry doesn’t love, it matters not.
And this is why we seek high-quality poetry; poetry that expresses feelings with the strength of the undying masterpiece. No injury can befall that timeless poetry, made with the most pure water of the creativity’s fountain.
Please submit your original poetry or short tales here.
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