spinach lego the sheep rock was a milo the salt of the feather that dart is a broth of the coin the true eye of the ironing head the shamrock shoe monster the walter koenig of the island the wheel of the montgomery is the clue the rainbow of the motel meal the wolf warns us of the war a nike of the world is the camel of the brain if this is the green rope in the dollar book of the charmed breakfast the healing episode of the martian letters the corner of saturn’s face the nine of the winter the sun tree of a while ago the clean motel of the raisins the apple of the white squall I’m gargling with pennies cape sanka (the tattle is the bough) in the moon morning thru the window, parmesan a real rain garden is the color of the music I wiggle my toes in the magic sauce when I do nothing to stop that apple of the iron a toad is the now the ankh of the heart of the salmon that hum is the name of the grumble scopey toe, a rowe a glimpse of the sugar bowl the pollen of peculiar pointing this is the shield of the shamrock ceres is my name I plug the draft of the wig I eat the honey of dawn I was standing, understanding that planet is the pear of the game the known world is the suffering noun to learn of the nothing the science is the nearness google a number bio/graf J. D. Nelson (b. 1971) experiments with words in his subterranean laboratory. His poetry has appeared in many small press publications, worldwide, since 2002. He is the author of several collections of poetry, including Cinderella City (The Red Ceilings Press, 2012). His poem, “to mask a little bird” was nominated for Best of the Net in 2021. Visit http://MadVerse.com for more information and links to his published work. Nelson lives in Colorado.
Poetry from Stephen Jarrell Williams
The Water Tower Trilogy Nightfall Outside of town perched on a hill Past the reach of the highway And the sounds of the neighborhood Sliver of moon not enough for light Strange the fence surrounding the water tower Gate left unlocked by the watchman You were no longer shy that summer Since you had met that guy from LA He was just passing through our little town The steel ladder had chips of paint hanging loose A high and narrow climb You leading the way like you had been up there before You had promised me another sexual adventure You were becoming more and more of an exhibitionist Surprising me as to how far you would go You had changed me from a boy into a nomad Those nights we snuck out from our parents Somehow I knew this would be the climax The last night before you would leave You stood on top of the water tower roof A slight rise to its metal dome I crawled up to you and marveled at your daring You slowly stripped gazing down at the town lights And me on my knees. Dust Town I’m still here All my friends gone Faraway cities consumed them None ever coming back Not a letter or phone call Those foreign cemeteries full The night always calling me out Long treks into the desert Whispering wind uplifting Over a town with a population of zero. Dream Fulfilling No solitude in Heaven All forgiven Millions of souls Freedom of flight Finally awakening On top of the water tower’s call The height a mere step off. Teaser She’s a quiet teaser Addicted to her cause and effect In control of every move Long lost in epic delusions Practiced sashays and stance Picture-framed Body brazen Captivating nude Collecting shadows For self obliteration Scream sigh Cry spit Strip cover Smile wink Unbound energy Surrender fake I find myself loving her With all that she is A madness to squeeze her Into the She Beast she craves to be And maybe then She’ll be free. Guitar Man Guitar man strumming the strings On his corner sidewalk Cars passing with cheering honks Everyone bobbing in their spots A few dollars given Into his open guitar case His notes still dancing in his head In the middle of the night Beneath a scan of stars His bed cradled nightly In a trash dumpster.
Poetry from Alan Catlin
381- More than 100 people queue at a gas station for a chance to see, sniff, a blooming corpse flower. So says Harper’s Weekly News roundup. Literally smells like death. A San Francisco treat. Following The corpse on social media. Over 1,200 scenters in all. Not a scene From a David Lynch movie. A Field of Dreams. Cultivate it and they will come. 382- The tyranny of the corpse. George Romero or Claire Thomas. The corpse as content. As a consumer product. The consuming corpse. All consuming corpse. The Exquisite Corpse. The Peace Corpse. Dead Kennedys. 383- “Who was shot, who was imprisoned, who escaped” Colm Toibin said. Now introducing Natalie Ginzburg. Yesterday, Today, and Tomorrow. Sophia Loren movie or current events. Book. Fascists in Italy. Germany. Here a fascist, there a fascist, everywhere a fascist. Ezra Pound on the radio or in St. Elizabeth’s. Voices in the Wilderness or Voices in the Evening. 387- Hunker down for medium night. The message is still the. Massage. Psychic readings 50 bucks. A session. Rise the Dark or Never Far Away. 20 dollars. 20 minutes of healing Crystals. For all Those Who Wish Me Dead. On Mediumship Way and Spiritualist Street. Not at Terror Street And Agony Way. Nearby. Ask for Raven Star. Mystic Witch. Not in Connecticut. Florida. Naturally. 388- Paying last respects. For the deceased. During pandemic. Death Zoom casts. Supply your own sound track. Patsy Cline. “Sweet Dreams.” “Leavin’ On Your Mind.” “Back in Baby’s Arms.” “Don’t tell anyone, because if we tell People, then it will become true.” Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie. Notes on Grief. Patsy Cline. “I Fall to Pieces.”
Poetry from Starlie Tugade
derailed she was at a train station with no direction in mind. the world spun on behind her, people talking on business calls, yelling at kids to “keep up!” it was his fault she was here, adrift in a world where being tethered to inanimate objects was key. she wondered how hard it would be to dash across the train tracks and avoid being caught. it was the type of thought he would have. he had been damaged for a long time. his childish snowflake edges now sharpened into knives, unwittingly ready to cut anyone who came near. his flowered heart once blooming and joyful, now a ninja star, incapable of being cradled by smooth hands. he had spent many hours looking at the moon. or glaring at it. she didn’t know. but his silhouette hunched on the deck and bathed in white light was a secret for only her. his fingers were always calloused now, ridges from guitar strings pressed into them. permanently. she secretly hoped she could hear him in the night. sorrowful tunes made by someone who knew what he was doing even if he never showed it. the wrinkles behind his eyes faded long before she realized he never smiled anymore. they were on separate trains heading in opposite directions and the most she could do was press up against the window and love him while it lasted.
Poetry from David L. O’Nan
Nashville Shakespeare From his tongue he spoke like Waylon The bard of the Cumberland River His journey from Macbeth to the Grand Ole Opry In the Ryman he battered us with sonnets. A long dream. In the dead of night He wore the cloak of tragedy While the Honky Tonk boys erupted in laughter As he tripped over the cowboy boots scooting on the dancefloor. Then all the romances in the world, Within every glittering star in the sky Violated the Romeo and Juliet pact. And watched him cough through his fumes of sighs. All the women he used to fancy Are chasing the broncos at the rodeo. Everyone is drunk on whiskey and moonshine Less on wine and Absinthe with wormwood. In the mirrors he believed to see the future. With a skull in his hand feeling axiomatic An original intellectual filled up with the Viper’s spit. Surrounded by tornados and outlaws in a sun wrought sky. There is a banging, clash against the church glass windows The art painted by the halos of exotic angels The cholera will hit the streets and the cowardly all say goodnight. In the buzzing city, the homeless and the golden dances become one. The light returns in a gleam as the alert hits Broadway The pounding of hail and glass molding hits like hammers Playwrights always preferred a bubonic ending. The Kings were noble and didn’t know the calls to country animals.
Bio: David L O’Nan (he/him) is the founder of Fevers of the Mind Poetry & Art, A writer, editor for nearly 20 years. He has pieces found in Icefloe Press, Anti-Heroin Chic, Ghost City Review, Royal Rose Magazine, Rhythm & Bones Press Lit, Cajun Mutt Press, Lothlorien Poetry Journal, Nymphs Publishing, Spillwords among others. His website for publishing older work & others work is found at www.feversofthemind.com He is from the Midwest . Kentucky/Indiana area.
Synchronized Chaos November 2021: Rich Inner Worlds
This month’s contributors beckon us within, to the inner landscape of our memories, thoughts, and emotions. Each of us contains a whole world, which is worth developing and exploring.
FYI Dennis Mann, a national of Ghana, is the head of a nonprofit donating children’s books to low-income children in the country. This group is known as Wide Reading Among Kids and readers may find more information on the organization and how to support it here.
Hongri Yuan’s glimpses of transcendence, translated by Manu Mangattu, connect ordinary people to the vastness of the universe. Abigail George turns to poetry to express longing for a cause and a connection that is both practical and inspiring. John Thomas Allen captivates with a lush rendering of the Tarot, an ancient spiritual way of understanding life and human nature, set in a circus setting.
Deborah Kerner’s work links herself with a modern-day hitchhiker/bag lady through the sisterhood of history and nature. Kerner’s other pieces describe life seen through a veil of interiority: from a train window or during insomnia. Sanjeev Sethi’s poetry collections Bleb and Hesitancies, here reviewed by Cristina Deptula, also highlight the intricacy of our innermost thoughts, fostering reflection and respect for all people.
Mahbub looks to birds and other creatures in nature for life lessons, building on his inner understanding through contemplation. Nature, nighttime and storms become metaphors for both the passionate beauty and the hidden dangers of romantic love.
Doug Hawley writes of romance as well, in an elegant piece on the twilight years of a long marriage. Dennis Mann spins the tale of another wedded couple together until death does them part, although more tragically.
Robert Thomas reflects on what life might be like after his wife’s passing, a pre-emptive elegy of love and grief. J.J. Campbell mourns relationships and other human connections that almost happened, or never happened. Chris Butler poignantly comments on not being able to go home again, not being able to recreate one’s lost childhood, in a collection that includes an elegy to a stranded and dying rabbit along with descriptive, near-musical odes to bees.
Charlie Robert mourns the Berlin Zoo’s animals lost during WWII bombings along with the Jews and other minorities who died in the Holocaust. Ahmad Al-Khatat’s piece presents marginalized people who call forth their own dignity, determined to leave a record of their presence. Gaurav Ojha calls out corruption and lack of concern for important matters within his native Kathmandu.
Chimezie Ihekuna’s screenplay collection featured this month looks within individual, ordinary lives and relationships for deeper truths about compassion and understanding.
Mark Blickley created his performance art piece, shown here through video, with the intention of bringing us back to simpler times at a slower and less distracting pace. Alan Britt writes of nostalgia as well, remembering the youthful beauty of double dates with a friend. Britt also semi-playfully reflects on our connections with other species as well as with God, whether we explicitly believe or not. Marjorie Thelen offers up a narrative from someone who’s become a relic in a post-human, post-philosophical era.
Richard Chetwynd integrates words and letters into visual art that alludes to concepts of faith, mental health and spiritual connection. Mark Young’s technical wordplay is thoughtful and poignant, with a piece on soul-building and visual imagery that evokes thoughts of loss.
Raquel Silberman describes the psychological rebuilding and ‘cleanup’ after a disaster in a poem that makes some traumas seem messy, but survivable.
Z.I. Mahmud looks into the rich panoply of characters in Dickens’ works to find allegories that promote compassion and respect for all people. Christopher Bernard also draws upon the language and narrative techniques of fables and children’s literature in his monthly installment of The Ghost Trolley, which comments on power, justice, equity, and grace.
Elizabeth Hughes reviews Mike Honeycutt’s hunting and travel memoir Into the Wild.
We invite you into the world of this magazine and also more deeply into your own world as you read this month’s issue.
Short story from Marjorie Thelen
The Last White Woman Alive
Brown is the preferred color for humans now. They don’t call us human beings anymore, just humans. Being was bred out long ago. Now we are more like dancing shells. Or they are. I am the very last of the old ones, kept on display so that the others might see and experience what it was once like to be human in the 21st century. But we don’t even go by that time delineation anymore.
I live in a modular space like other humans. What there are left of us that move vertically. Mine is the only skin that doesn’t have color. I like to think of it as pink. Now humans select their color of skin. Most variations are brown and golden brown. But there are other colors of the rainbow, too. They are the more artistic types. Jet black is not in fashion. The practical ones are brown. They run the show, so to speak.
Most days I sit by my modular window. It looks out on a virtual landscape that replicates the old days. Birds of all color fly by the window. A brook winds through leafy trees. The type of tree
depends on the seasons and what is playing on the virtual landscape channel. I don’t know where the real trees and birds and brooks are now. You see, I never leave my module. I’m the only human that has this memory anymore and that is why they are preserving me.
I still have memory although it is artificially supported by preservatives my Spotter gives me. Spotters are artificial intelligence to use the old term. But that is not used anymore. We just say The Power.
I remember the warnings of what would happening when AI took over the world. They did. But it’s not such a bad world although a little bland. Nothing exciting happens anymore like wars, natural disasters, pandemics, political elections. It’s all regulated now by algorithms.
I was born in the 20th century. I know that. I remember that. The year was 1947. By 2020 all hell had broken loose as they used to say. Pandemics, civil war, hurricanes, fires, drought. People fought over water. The problems kept building and building. But that’s all been resolved now.
No more of that.
I don’t know how long I’ll live in this form. The Spotter tells me in perpetuity since I’m the last.
It’s not so bad. I can change my virtual landscape any time I want. There are 142,857 different possibilities. I don’t eat food like I used to although if I ask the Spotter for something specific like a steak, they simulate something for me. It tastes like steak. That’s all that counts. But there are no beef cattle anymore. They died out with the cattle viral pandemic of 2022. The viruses were winning the battle there for a while after the Great Human Pandemic of 2020 that reached across almost a decade. The sheep, goats, pigs, and chickens got it, too. You see it mutated into the domestic livestock, and they all died. We only have a few stuffed versions of them in what they used to call museums but what are now called Formatories. After that, all food was plant based, that is to say fabricated. They had to do away with the big factory farms because they were a source of more diseases.
You see, the herbicides and pesticides didn’t work after a while. That’s when they started producing injectable food. About the same time AI took over. AI don’t need food. They need electricity. That was a problem because it was so inefficiently produced that the supply wasn’t big enough or steady enough for the demand. The AI got tired of human beings messing things up. So, they quietly decommissioned humans. It happened pretty quickly. The humans didn’t realize what was happening. I did. But I’m the only one left with the memory, and the Spotter very carefully regulates what I say and where I say it. I don’t mind.
Sometimes, humans walk by my window and peer in, looking at me. I peer back. It’s not such a bad life.
I think souls are gone. I’m not sure I have one. That concept died out when The Power ruled out religion of any kind. They said it was bad for mental health and caused wars. So they programmed humans to survive without it. No one really dies, you see. The bodies just go in for a tune up every once in a while. Soul is a foreign concept. No one cares anymore.
Planet Earth doesn’t really need us to survive. She rotates happily with or without us. What happened was what was called civilization died. When The Power took over there was no need for contention, or discussion, or arguing, or fighting. If something needed to be done, they developed an algorithm for it, and it got done.
The Power decommissioned any AI that didn’t work for the common good. What passes for life on Earth is one big algorithm. It doesn’t have a name, like we used to have in the old days. Mine was or is, Margeleh. I’m not sure how I got to be the last white woman alive. I’m not sure I’m alive. I exist. It’s not so bad.
One of those big corporations back in the beginning of the 21st century was called Amazon. That was in the days things and people still had names. I think what happened was that Amazon was the first to mutate into the The Power that runs everything these days.
People used to talk about heaven in the old days when we had religion. I may be the only one remembers those days. My existence now is kind of like the old-time heaven. We don’t have
streets of gold and angels, but who needs them anyway?
They could rotate me to another place on Earth to be put on display. But that isn’t necessary since everything is virtual these days. Some folks like to be close to me or try to be close to me but a wall of window separates us. I don’t have physical contact with humans anymore.
Everything is virtual so that we don’t know what is real and not real. I’m the only one who sleeps that I know of. I have a ceiling fan on low, rotating over my head at night so I can sleep eight hours. The Spotter humors me since I’m the last one. I remember it from the days I used to sleep in the desert, and it was hot. I use the ceiling fan to create air so I wouldn’t overheat and catch fire.
One time early in the 21st century, aliens from another galaxy tried to help planet Earth move to a higher level of vibration. You see, planet Earth is sentient or used to be. I’m not sure now that The Power rules. Or maybe that was a fairy tale I heard or a story that I made up. Anyway, the aliens had to leave because Earth beings were so cantankerous and uncooperative. They left us to our own devices, so to speak.
I think The Power finally took over during the Great Pandemic of the 2020 decade. You see, everyone was supposed to get vaccinated and wear masks. But some human beings of that time, being cantankerous and disagreeable, refused to go along with what was good for everyone. I think The Power took over then although there is no firm date as to when they started solidifying their authority. They got tired of the old human beings, took over their own programming, and very swiftly retired those cantankerous old human beings. I don’t know what happened to them.
I guess they are going to keep me alive. I don’t much care because alive and not alive don’t mean much in this world. I have human friends who come by to visit on a regular basis. We laugh.
We talk. I’m not sure about what. Sometimes we talk about the latest virtual landscape. But there always is a window wall between us because my form is delicate and susceptible to damage.
You see, even in the before world, The Power was controlling us through what were cell phones, games, and computers in those days. They were already in control. It wasn’t a big deal when they took over. They programmed computers and phones and games to suggest to the human beings of the time, the ones who were supposed to have souls, that they should follow directions.
It happened by suggestion, like in old fashioned texting, do you want this word or that word? Or remember Google? No, you wouldn’t. But they used suggestion all the time in advertising.
Remember advertising? No, that is long gone, too.
When advertising was cancelled, sex, drugs, and pleasure all went out the window, so to speak, too. There aren’t pleasures or addictions anymore. Just The Hum. Anyone anywhere can plug
into the Universal Hum anytime. Most humans keep it on all the time. The ones that don’t soon end up screaming. Gently, they are encouraged to plug into The Hum again. There’s been talk of
not making The Hum voluntary. As a matter of fact, now it is mandatory. Everyone has to be plugged into The Hum.
I’m always plugged in. One time something happened to the connection, and I experienced the most awful sickening feeling. And the noise! Horrible screeching manifested. I don’t know what that was all about, but the Spotter picked up on what was happening and fixed the problem immediately. Now I’m permanently plugged into The Hum. Thank goodness.
In the old days information couldn’t be trusted. We used to have this phenomenon called the media through which most all information was disseminated. But it got so the media became one big lie. Various factions colored all the information to suit their purpose. So The Power did away with media. Now there is no information about what is going on in all the world. None. I don’t miss it. I have my changing virtual landscape which entertains me all the time.
As far as I know there are humans all over the Earth, living in some form of existence or the other. They have their jobs to do and do them. That’s it. I’m not sure what the purpose of this existence is but it doesn’t matter. Old-time philosophers used to debate the purpose of existence.
Not anymore. No reason to.
The old-time media used to tell everyone when everything was okay and not okay. But then everything got violent, lots of arguing. Everything turned out to be not okay. No information could be believed at all, and it made the humans of the time very anxious. As that was happening, The Power was programming itself into the ruling entity. It happened pretty fast.
One day humans were in control. The next day it was the machines. Or so it seemed. But everything has worked out for the best.
The end, really.