Synchronized Chaos’ Mid-May Issue: Life in Transition

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“God is Change.” — Octavia Butler, The Parable of the Sower

This month’s issue explores how individuals and societies navigate change, uncertainty, and transformation. Through poetry, essays, cultural criticism, artwork, fiction, and scholarship, these works examine what it means to stay human in a rapidly shifting world, while searching for meaning, connection, identity, and resilience.

Our issue starts with contributors looking directly into time, change, and transformation. Jacques Fleury speaks to seasons, renewal, and the passage of time. Patrick Sweeney’s monostich poems explore transitions, nostalgia, and fleeting but precious moments. J.K. Durick draws on airports as a metaphor for connection, disconnection, and transition. Roberta Beach Jacobson addresses identity, impermanence and transformation in her poetry. Nozimova Shukrona highlights how travel can facilitate personal growth, learning, and development. Tursunova Mehrinoz Oybek qiz outlines the process of self-discovery, career and intellectual development. Laskiaf Amortegui encourages readers to focus on the present and future, drawing on heartbreaks as catalysts for the future rather than letting romantic disappointment hold us back. Elaine Murray celebrates the warm, gentle beauty of the country on a spring day. Brian Barbeito speaks to the deep mystery of the sea as rendered through different works of literature, and to the continual change of seasons.

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Other writers speak to love, longing, and human connection. Mesfakus Salahin reflects on the importance of love and freedom in a changing and fragile world. Joshua Obirija somehow misses a place he’s never been. Stephen Jarrell Williams expresses love, longing, nostalgia, imagination, and a sense of vulnerability. Milica Tomić begs a lover to return to her and renew the early days of their relationship. Yuldasheva Xadichaxon Bahodir qizi laments a lost love. Lan Xin speaks eloquent words of comfort to those living through romantic heartbreak. Eva Lianou Petropoulou rejoices in the power of love to overcome difficult situations. Soumen Roy’s poetry “Lonely River” is a reflective and introspective piece that explores themes of love, isolation, growth, and resilience. Kholboyev Mashrab offers love and respect to his caring mother. Abdusalomova Marjona Jahongir qizi celebrates a mother’s unconditional love. Polina Moys celebrates family, kindness, children, and gratitude for everyday blessings. Bakhadirova Rukhshona remembers the love of a caring grandfather figure. Saparboyeva Laylo Hajiboy kizi’s short story relates how mothering can bring people purpose and help them move forward after loss.

Some people engage in existential reflection and the search for meaning. J.J. Campbell’s lyrical works explore disillusionment, existential crisis, and the search for meaning in a decaying world. Jelena Jovanović illuminates existential crisis, nihilism, and the search for meaning. Sterling Warner’s poems rebel against conformity and consumerism, turning instead to inward spirituality. Sayani Mukherjee explores the concept of soul, the essence of a person, and of a society. Duane Vorhees’ poetry speaks to duality, paradox, repression and authenticity, and the subconscious and the power of nature. Daniel G. Snethen and Alex S. Johnson’s spider poem suggests that existence is cyclical, with life and death being intertwined and perpetual. Elena Nedelcu’s poems present a dreamlike, iridescent view of the world, speaking to self-discovery, love and connection, and spiritual searching.

Some look into war, violence, and historical memory. Alan Catlin’s work probes propaganda, wartime violence, and the “banality of evil” with destruction amidst cultural entertainment. Joseph C. Ogbonna critiques hubris through an epic take on Napoleon’s military downfall in the Russian winter. Marjona Karshiyeva Zoxidjon speaks to war, loss, and the longing for peace. Jernail S. Anand urges people to integrate the lessons of history into today rather than consigning historical figures to the past. Su Yun’s pieces point to the impact of violence on a child’s fragile psyche and the power of art to enhance resilience.

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Still others explore themes of identity, society, and cultural critique. Ken Poyner touches on the fragility of relationships and social norms and the blurred lines between order and control. Mark Young’s intertextual work sends up a mishmash of names and identities, high and low culture. Alex S. Johnson critiques the propensity of the healthcare system to use its soft power to generate clinical narratives that can override patients’ lived realities. Later, he lampoons celebrity culture through an essay on the off-screen personality of Willem Dafoe. Hilola Sharipova reminds young would-be Internet influencers to focus on character rather than fame and appearance. Muslima Murodova reminds us to look beyond first impressions and avoid snap judgements in social situations.

Literature, art, and creativity are often important vehicles by which we hold onto and communicate our humanity amid change. Kobulova Madina outlines the types of heroes presented in Russian literature and how the concept of heroism has diversified in recent years. Harinder Cheema revels in the power of poetry to foster creativity and transcend cultural boundaries. Ozodbek Narzullayev honors the power of poetry and the calling of being a poet. Shahnoza Amanboyeva adds her thoughts to the question of artificial intelligence’s effects on artistic creativity. Dr. Reda Abdul Rahim compares themes of imagination and facing the unknown in Haruki Murakami’s Murder of the Commander and the ancient epic of Gilgamesh. Murtazoeva Shakhnozabonu advocates for youth to study classical Russian literature. Fhen M. celebrates and honors the lengthy heritage of literary and popular musical and literary culture in his evocative poem. Tuychiyeva Odinaxon Axmadjon qizi looks into how globalization and nationalism are simultaneously influencing Uzbek art. In an interview with poet Eva Lianou Petropoulou about his Hyperloop project, where he collects short poems from around the world, writer Alexander Kabishev discusses what he’s learned about innovation, collaboration, and perseverance.

Several writers look to education, language, and learning as facets of human creativity. Jumanazarova Nafisa speculates on the advantages of online vs offline education. Orinboyeva Sayyora and Maxliyoxon Yuldasheva discuss various pedagogical approaches to improving student communication in foreign languages. Soliyeva Dilshoda Tokhtamatjon qizi highlights ways to use fairy tales to improve language learners’ speech. Alimardonova Gulsevar Sirojiddinovna offers up a comparative analysis of terminology in English and Uzbek. Shohista Narzulla O’ktamova qizi discusses nouns and adjectives in Uzbek dialects. Norqizilova Layla outlines the potential roles for artificial intelligence in education. Feruza Otaboyeva suggests that students should volunteer for the sake of helping others, not just to pad their resumes.

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Several of these writers focus on the transformation of society through labor, industry, and modernization. Rakhimova Dilafroʻz Axrorjon qizi explores the food industry as a living expression of Uzbek identity, showing how nourishment becomes a bridge between cultural continuity and modern commerce. Umarova Muattarxon Akromjon qizi similarly examines the garment industry as both a practical and symbolic force within Uzbekistan’s evolving economy, where tradition is stitched into the fabric of contemporary life. Oʻrinboyeva Ziynatjon’s discussion of big data expands this transition into the scientific and technological sphere, portraying a world increasingly shaped by information systems that redefine medicine, research, and communication. Kholdorova Durdona Odiljonovna looks deeper into medicine, outlining the physiological mechanism of inflammation. Muxtorov Xabibullo Kozimjon o‘g‘li discusses modern methods for reactive electrical power compensation. Nigora Tursunboyeva weighs the promises and dangers technology presents to younger generations, illuminating the tension between digital opportunity and emotional vulnerability. Jamilova Zaxro’s work on digital diplomacy further reflects a civilization adapting its oldest political practices to a rapidly interconnected world. Meanwhile, Jalolova Ruxshona Nosir qizi, Ubaydullayeva Fariza Sheraliyevna, and O‘rinboyeva Zarina Xabibullo qizi examine risk prediction and logistics modeling, emphasizing how modern societies increasingly rely upon technology and data to navigate uncertainty.

Yet transition is not only technological or economic; it is deeply moral and psychological. Nazarova Hamida turns toward the humanitarian wisdom of Uzbek poets Alisher Navoi and Abay Qunanbayuli, whose works remind readers that periods of change require compassion and ethical grounding. Hua Ai’s reflections in Quintessence similarly argue that meaningful social transformation begins within the self: before one changes the world, one must first confront one’s own consciousness. Zinnura Yo‘ldoshaliyeva explores the psychology of risk-taking, capturing the fragile threshold between fear and courage that accompanies every major life decision. Xasanova Aziza Kumushbek qizi encourages readers to resist the crushing weight of criticism and maintain dignity amid judgment, portraying resilience as an act of survival during moments of personal upheaval.

Many of these works also examine what it means to remain human within unstable environments. Hauwa Hassan Haruna presents one of the collection’s most striking paradoxes: women are often forced to become invisible for safety while simultaneously fighting to remain visible enough to claim dignity and rights. Erkinjonova Bibisora Elyorbek qizi offers another quiet portrait of vulnerability through her empathy for a lonely older man, suggesting how aging itself becomes a transition into isolation and invisibility. Bill Tope mourns the disappearance of inexpensive comic books and childhood treasures, tracing the painful shift from youthful abundance into nostalgic loss. His reflections remind readers that even ordinary objects become markers of changing eras.

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Against these anxieties, several contributors seek refuge in tenderness, imagination, and connection with the natural world. Ananya S. Guha dissolves the boundaries between human beings and nature, envisioning love and belonging on a planet overshadowed by climate crisis. The poems suggest that humanity’s survival may depend upon rediscovering intimacy with the earth itself. Student works collected by Su Yun return readers to innocence through playful clouds and animals, preserving moments of wonder that adulthood often forgets. Christina Chin’s haiga, centered on kittens and their protective mother, offers an image of care and familial devotion amid uncertainty. Likewise, the poem by Chinese poet and music producer He Taiji portrays Lan Xin as a figure of serenity and kindness whose quiet presence becomes transformative for others, reminding readers that gentleness itself can guide people through periods of unrest.

The collection also celebrates the sustaining power of culture and community during times of transition. Rahmonova Dildora highlights the importance of cultural immersion in her piece where a traveler encounters the gentle sincerity of the Uzbek people, suggesting that identity is strengthened through openness rather than isolation. Yayra Erkin qizi Bo‘riyeva advocates for physical exercise, public competitions, and healthier urban design, envisioning communities that evolve not only economically but physically and socially. Her work imagines progress as something lived collectively through public space, movement, and shared participation.

Transition is both disruptive and necessary, integral to human and non-human nature. Even as it unsettles institutions and identities, change can open new possibilities for connection, awareness, and renewal. These works remind us that people endure, adapt, and continue searching for meaning while the world around them transforms.

Prose and art from Brian Michael Barbeito

The Cold Earth Blues and Hues 

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Night so long, howling winds vexatious and loud. Night so cold, the earth covered in blackness and only there the odd industrial grade light throwing off some yellow and whitish glow to show the falling snow. Strange dreams. Try and remember them. They fade as anyone knows. Finally, the firmament begins to lighten so faintly and almost indistinctly. 

But it’s there. What? The hope for day. The sun at least. Light. Evergreens stoic and robust stay green. This is a gift to the eyes and a gift to earth. Read sacred texts. Delve within. Touch the books with the hands. Hold them tight sometimes. There are still clouds. Time will pass. There are four seasons. One must go through each. That is the way of things. Winter frozen and blue, sometimes seemingly unforgiving. 

One day spring will smile through rain and the idea of blooms again. Find us eventually in the summer after, the meadow mystical and those trails and oh the birds loquacious and agile living everywhere. Even that though it was thought it would never end, gives way to autumn and its soul and spirit. See the leaves yellow brown and red fallen and dancing for the winds of those times. 

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Essay from Zinnura Yo‘ldoshaliyeva

To Risk or Not to Risk?
Its Role in Our Lives: Benefits and Drawbacks


Abstract: This article analyzes the concept of risk-taking as an integral part of life, exploring its positive and negative dimensions and its overall impact on human development.
Keywords: Risk, life balance, experience, growth, choice.


Life is an invaluable blessing (bebaho ne’mat) bestowed upon us. However, not everyone perceives this gift in the same way. Many imagine life as a smooth and straight path, but the reality is that it never remains linear. It is filled with rugged terrains (o‘nqir-cho‘nqir), unexpected highs and lows, and sudden turns. In these moments, we stand at a crossroads: we can either remain stagnant or take a risk and step forward.


Taking a risk is not merely the absence of fear; it is the act of moving forward despite uncertainty. It plays a fundamental role in our lives because risk-taking can transform us—not just materially, but also spiritually. It leads us to what I call the “worth side” of life.
Every risk we take opens a new door. If we never step out of our comfort zone, we will never truly discover who we are or what we are capable of achieving. If we look at the lives of successful individuals, we see that at some point, they were all willing to put everything on the line and take a leap of faith.


Of course, every coin has two sides. Blind or reckless risk-taking can lead a person toward a precipice. Actions taken without a plan or careful calculation result in a loss of not only time but also vital life resources. Therefore, it is essential to distinguish the thin line between brave risk-taking and sheer recklessness.


In conclusion, one should not be afraid of taking risks, but those risks must be “smart” or calculated. Every “up and down” in life provides a lesson. Even if a risk does not yield the expected result, it leaves us stronger, more experienced, and wiser. After all, doing nothing just to avoid losing anything is, in itself, the greatest risk in life.
In my opinion, truly living means overcoming fear and taking that bold step toward new opportunities.

Does Money Bring Happiness, or Is Happiness Found in Money?
The Balance Between Material Wealth and Spiritual Peace


Abstract: This article analyzes one of the most debated topics in modern society: the relationship between money and happiness. It examines the role of financial resources in improving the quality of life, while also highlighting the vital importance of human relationships in defining true happiness.
Keywords: Happiness, money, opportunity, family values, quality of life, balance.

   In today’s fast-paced era, money has become one of the most powerful instruments in human life. Society is constantly engaged in debates surrounding the concepts of money and happiness: while some argue that “money buys happiness,” others maintain that “true happiness cannot be measured by wealth.” In my view, while money is not the sole source of joy, it serves as an essential foundation that provides the conditions and opportunities necessary for a fulfilling life.


  On one hand, money plays a decisive role in our existence. It is difficult to imagine a comfortable life without material well-being. Primarily, wealth grants us access to quality education, modern medical services, and the ability to travel the world. As noted in my reflections, money makes life more “colorful.” For instance, engaging in a favorite hobby or working on personal development requires a certain level of financial freedom. Money is not just paper; it is a tool that serves us in reaching our highest goals.

  However, there are aspects of life that no amount of wealth can purchase. No matter how rich a person may be, it is difficult for them to feel truly happy if they lack sincere friends, a loving family, and inner peace. Psychological studies show that individuals who spend quality time with loved ones—despite having lower incomes—often feel more content than those who are wealthy but lonely. This suggests that the roots of happiness lie not in bank accounts, but in human connections and the richness of our inner world.


   In conclusion, money and happiness are not contradictory concepts; rather, they complement each other. While money opens doors to comfort, security, and new opportunities, it cannot entirely fill the human soul. True happiness is the balance between material maturity and spiritual wealth. Therefore, in life, one should not only pursue wealth but also cherish the peace of the heart and the relationships we share with those closest to us

Time: An Unstoppable Force and the Fairest Resource

Why Do Some Succeed While Others Fall Behind?

Abstract: This article analyzes the most limited resource available to humanity: the concept of time. It emphasizes the art of time management, its role in achieving success, and the fundamental reason why time can never be “purchased.”
Keywords: Time, opportunity, discipline, future, investment, life balance.

Introduction: The Most Precious Investment

In this world, almost anything can be reacquired—lost wealth can be rebuilt, and material possessions can be replaced—but time is the one exception. Time is the most fairly distributed asset in the universe; whether a monarch or a humble student, everyone is granted the same 24 hours a day. However, how one utilizes these hours determines their future and their place in the world. In my view, to manage your time is, in essence, to manage your life.

“Investing” Time vs. “Spending” It

Most people simply “pass” or “spend” their time. However, those who achieve true success view time as an investment. For example, a single book read today or a new language learned is time invested toward future prosperity.  Organizing time effectively—specifically, distinguishing between what is “important” and what is merely “urgent”—not only yields results but also helps smooth out the “rugged terrains”  of our life’s journey.
The Cost of Procrastination

One of the greatest enemies in human life is procrastination. Every task labeled with “I will do it tomorrow” is, in reality, a lost opportunity. Time flows like water; when we eventually look back, we may find ourselves burdened only by the regret of unfinished business. Therefore, valuing the present moment and spending every second productively leads an individual toward spiritual and professional maturity.

Conclusion: Today Is Your Opportunity

In conclusion, time is the greatest trust  bestowed upon us. How we choose to spend it is a direct reflection of our character. Mastering time management provides us not only with success but also creates the necessary space for our families and the hobbies we love. Remember: yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift.

Zinnura Yo‘ldoshaliyeva was born on June 17, 2011, in Rishton district, Fergana region. She is currently an 8th-grade student at the Fergana branch of the specialized school named after Muhammad al-Khwarizmi. She actively participates in various educational and intellectual projects. In particular, she has taken part in “Anim Camp,” “Future Founders Online Forum,” “Young Reader,” as well as regional stages of STEM subjects. Her scientific article was published in a collection titled “Feelings on Paper,” while several other articles have been published in the journal “Synchronized Chaos.” In addition, she has participated in many other projects and initiatives, demonstrating her strong scientific interest and leadership skills.

Poetry from Kholboyev Mashrab

My mother’s prayer

My mother’s prayer — a golden light in my heart,

Whenever I fall ill, her words become my cure.

If I stumble — she becomes my support, wishing me success,

She prays for me each time I set out on a journey.

Even in the darkest night, she waits for me with hope,

If I have pain, she is the remedy — my radiant mother.

When my eyes fill with tears, she gently wipes them away,

One strong prayer from her — and my life fills with happiness.

Her words are simple, yet filled with deep wisdom,

In every prayer, she always wishes me victory.

“May my child be safe,” — with her hands raised in prayer,

She lifts my spirit, guiding me through shining paths.

My roads are long, yet I cannot always reach you, dear mother,

May my steps not falter — I walk the right path, mother.

Your son, in whom you believe, will not break, dear mother,

My mother’s prayer — forever my strength.

Do not ask of my wealth — my treasure is my mother,

Her prayers always support and protect me.

No riches in the world could ever equal this blessing,

As long as I have her prayers — my life is paradise.

You proudly say, “I have a son, Mashrab,”

Just wait, dear mother — my time will also come.

These days will pass — I am being patient, mother,

Always keep me in your prayers, my angel, my mother.

Essay from Oʻrinboyeva Ziynatjon

The most widely used big data and database concepts in the current era attract everyone’s attention. There are five main features that distinguish Big Data from the database. First of all, the volume of data is much larger than the database, that is, what was considered 100 gigabytes in the initial period is now measured in terabytes and petabytes. Secondly, each piece of information must have a certain value. That is, it is important that each piece of collected data has certain values. Third, ensuring that data in large databases is accurate and reliable, and that each piece of data is accurate and of high quality, is one of the most important issues.

Fourth, it is important that the data in a large database does not consist of only one type. For example, only relational tables are used in the database. Big data includes text, audio, video, and sensor data. Fifth, and most importantly, the speed of the data, that is, each piece of data must be created at high speed. And this is analyzed in real time in a large database. So, big data is any constantly changing set of data collected from any large-scale sources. Large amounts of data are usually measured in exabytes, terabytes, and petabytes.

Everyone is wondering how this term came about. The term “big data” was popularized in 2008 by Nature editor Clifford Lynch in an article about the rapid growth of data. The term big data emerged in 2008, but before that, 5 exabytes of data were collected by 2003, according to IDC. By 2025, this figure will reach 185 exabytes. 1 exabyte = 1 billion gigabytes. It is clear that the rapid increase in users on social media, the use of artificial intelligence in the economy and banking sectors, and the digitization of every industry are leading to an increase in the size of the database.

The most important thing is that large amounts of data are not just collected, but processed. And in the case of the above-mentioned features, it is processed. It is important to ensure that any information is reliable, and that the collected data retains its value for later use. We mainly use Apache and NoSQL systems for big data processing. Apache processes large amounts of data very quickly, allowing for real-time analysis in a short period of time. Essentially, Apache Spark processes data in RAM, not on disk. The ML library is also available in Apache Spark, which we need the most. NoSQL is a state-of-the-art database created to store large amounts of data as well as data in a variety of formats (videos,images,audios,sensors).Unlike SQL we used in the database itself.

Because the database is mainly relational tables, it is convenient to use SQL. NoSQL can also contain data in different formats. The term big data can be used in conjunction with the term machine learning. As the name suggests, machine learning is when a machine learns from data. ML collects data in real time and clears unnecessary data from memory. There are several ML algorithms in big data analysis. In this case, each algorithm performs a specific task. Regression algorithms are mainly used to forecast market prices and demand.

Artificial neural networks analyze complex data based on artificial intelligence. In conclusion, the use of ML in large data gives us several advantages and disadvantages: it analyzes large data quickly, provides transparency, performs decision-making processes without human intervention, is constantly updated, further increases the efficiency of work in Banking, Economics, e-commerce and medicine. One disadvantage is that each algorithm requires large volumes of data and powerful servers. So, when we use any systems, we need to thoroughly study them and be able to correctly use large amounts of data if we make the right decisions.

Oʻrinboyeva Ziynatjon, Uzbekistan 

Poetry from Mesfakus Salahin

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Mesfakus Salahin

‎Tears of the Burning Sun on the Chin

‎Mesfakus Salahin

‎Bangladesh

‎Many  springs’ youth melodies fly away

‎Beautiful days lose their address in pride

‎Butterflies do not touch the mirror

‎Good times are swept away by the wrong current

‎Hungry dreams hang on the wings of grasshoppers

‎The mind of a bumblebee is swaying in the water

‎The lotus and the snail do not tell stories with the pond

‎The tears of the sun burned on the wind’s chin

‎The lover’s cup has stopped

‎The beloved word falls and shadows

‎The breath of the rose sleeps in the silence

‎And our love.

‎Every beauty loses its color, when spring fades;

‎Every spring loses its color, beauty fades;

‎Hiding oneself means

‎Not hiding from the heart of the reality

‎Who in the world wants captivity?

‎Neither you, nor I;

‎To be freed from captivity, the rose flutters

‎Who will give the ransom of its fragrance?

‎Come then, we spread out our mats of hearts

‎And pour life on the back of time.

Poetry and Art from Elaine Murray

Beauty In My Sight 

I was in heaven with

nature in my sight .

Rows and rows of Queen Anne Lace growing near 

the country road.

I saw two hummingbirds getting sugar water from

the hanging feeder even bees were trying to get 

the sugar water at night.

Mother raccoon and her babies raccoons would

come for food that was put out for them my

treats were the dogs and the beautiful flowers

on the country road were heaven in my sight