Poem by Kalipada Ghosh

LOVE CHRISTMAS SPIRIT

Oh, what a joy!

What an ecstatic joy!

Christmas is knocking at the door with splendor and delight,

mirth and merriment.

Men, women and children are in Christmas spirit

The church bell ringing

Cakes are to be served…All are in high spirits

Santa Claus visits every house and fills children’s stockings with Christmas presents.

Oh, the good shepherd Jesus Christ!

The light of the world

Redeeming mankind With love and kindness.

Thou art kind and merciful

Thou art the Saviour of mankind

Thou art the messenger of Love and peace

Forgiveness is your soul’s cry.”

Love thy neighbour as thyself.”

Be kind and merciful to everyone.

Thou art the Light and Love

Embodiment of Love and Truth

Faith and Hope to be restored

Love will conquer the world

Love is worship and it’ll bring peace to humanity.

Synchronized Chaos Mid-December 2025: The Stories We Tell Ourselves

Stylized dreamlike painting of a white winged female fairy touching the brown hair of a naked person. Their back is to us and they're sitting at a dark pond on a misty day. Rocks and tree branches are in the water.
Image c/o Dawn Hudson

First, an announcement: published poet and contributor Tao Yucheng would like to host and judge a poetry contest open to all readers of Synchronized Chaos Magazine.

Synchronized Chaos Poetry Contest

We seek short, powerful, imaginative, and strange poetry. While we welcome all forms of free verse and subject matter, we prefer concise work that makes an impact.

Guidelines: Submit up to five poems per person to taoyucheng921129@proton.me. Each poem should not exceed one page (ideally half a page or less). All styles and themes welcome.

Prizes: First Place: $50 Second Place: $10, payable via online transfer. One Honorable Mention. Selected finalists will be published in future issues of Synchronized Chaos

Good luck, if you choose to enter!

Stylized image of a group of red and blonde and brown haired children standing in a forest reading to an elephant and giraffe.
Image c/o Circe Denyer

Now, for this month’s issue: The Stories We Tell Ourselves. We explore communication, relationships, myth, history, imagination – different ways of making meaning from life.

Dildora Abdullayeva considers the study of phrases as a part of human language and how phrases have changed over the years. Toychiyeva Madinaxon points out how young people are changing global language through Internet slang. Habibullayeva Lalyokhon Zarifjon kizi explores cultural and linguistic features of phrases in the Uzbek language. Rashidova Shohshanam speaks to the rapid changes in the Uzbek language and the challenges and opportunities that poses for educators. Noah Berlatsky reflects with humor on how our brains’ memory for language might shrink with modernity.

Dildora Qobilova suggests common student grammatical errors and ways to correct them in the classroom. Yarmamatova Sevinch Elyor qizi suggests ways to enhance young children’s speech fluency. Suyarova Gulsanam explicates finer points of Uzbek grammar for audiences speaking all languages. Abulqosimova Bahora highlights the intricacies of the phonetic system of the Uzbek language. Muqaddas Islomova highlights the role of multimedia digital technologies in helping language learners enhance their speech skills. Shamsiddinova Maftuna Hamidjon qizi gives an overview of academic studies into the structure and functions of different parts of speech. Adashaliyeva Durdona Akramjon qizi highlights the central role of linguistics in reinforcing the values of a socialist society. Rukhshona Kamolova Turayeva highlights the importance of studying the history and role of the English language to understanding effective communication. Sharifov Sirojiddin Shavkatovich underscores the critical importance of basic math literacy to social functioning. Satimboyeva Risolet outlines educational benefits of AI technologies in education.

Kucharov Bakhodir outlines principles of written and spoken professional communication. Dilnoza Bekmurodovna Navruzbekovna urges people to carefully consider what career would be right for them, and for schools to facilitate that deliberation. Aslidinova O’giloy highlights the potential of a digital economy and the need to prepare students for that world. Sarvar Eshpulatov also highlights the importance of digital literacy for success in today’s society. Niyozova Shakhnoza Farhod qizi elucidates the potential of digital technologies in education. Iroda Sobirova offers suggestions for fostering entrepreneurship in Central Asia and elsewhere. Choliyev Nurbek Rözimbek ogli highlights the importance of local banks in trusting in the creditworthiness of local entrepreneurs. Eshmurodova Sevinch Bahrom qizi outlines steps credit card bureaus can take to ensure consumer security. Urinova Robiyabonu discusses the use of psychology in professional management. Qarshiboyeva Mavluda Azizbek qizi analyzes the role of international assessment exams in world education. Abduvaliyeva Jasmina Jahongir qizi outlines some upsides and downsides of economic and cultural globalization.

Satimboyeva Rizolat discusses how to develop a social culture of reading and literary appreciation that goes beyond the classroom. Aziza Xasanova highlights the joy and creativity and history of the Uzbek mother tongue. Qudratova Nozima Bahromovna outlines the innovative narrative storytelling techniques of Uzbek author Tog’ay Murod.

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Image c/o Circe Denyer

Lakshmi Kant Mukul shares some of a people’s history of India through the lens of one architectural landmark, the Qutub Minar. Alan Catlin renders the historical, somnolent, stuck atmosphere of the American Rust Belt into poetry. Xudoyberdiyeva Mohiniso delves into the Islamic Turkish Kara-Khanid state, which reached its height in the 700s. Duane Vorhees traces a variety of Jewish mystical influences on Sigmund Freud. Chimezie Ihekuna relates how the modern Nigerian state came together as a result of colonial powers and bears little relation to cultural realities, causing a legacy of trouble. Jacques Fleury reviews Boston Lyric Stage’s production of a mashup of Sherlock Holmes and A Christmas Carol, providing two different lenses through which to interpret Victorian England. Qulliyeva Feruza Qosimova highlights the role of the Uzbek constitution in guiding contemporary society.

Mahbub Alam reflects with nostalgia on his high school days: friends, teachers, the school environment. Mesfakus Salahin revels in the wonder of childhood and memory. Sobirjonova Rayhona expresses gratitude to a dedicated teacher.

Olga Levadnaya speaks to the ‘halo effect’ of memory, where we remember the best parts of what happened to us. Dr. Jernail S. Anand considers his memories to be friends. Taghrid Bou Merhi holds onto the hazy and charming days of childhood and dreams. Mandy Diamantou Pistikou reminds us of the innocence and joyful curiosity of early childhood. Meanwhile, Luis Cuauhtemoc Berriozabal speaks to the feelings, thoughts, and sensations of middle age.

Taro Hokkyo brings to life a moment of deep soul recognition among two different people. Turkan Ergor wonders at the vast diversity of people’s life experiences, given our common humanity. Dr. Kang Byeong-Cheol reminds us of the ingredients of love: wisdom, compassion, and humility. Mrinal Kanti Ghosh reflects on a love that captures his soul and disrupts his consciousness.

Mohan Maharana also writes of compassion, speaking of his work as a healer and social worker coming alongside people living with mental illness. Juana Del Carmen Soria urges people to make wise and caring choices. Asmonur Rajabboyeva, in a piece translated into English by Shuxratova Nilufar, draws on a chamomile flower as a symbol for innocence and compassion. Eva Petropoulou Lianou puts out an urgent call for global peace. Dianne Reeves Angel looks beyond the commercialism of Christmas to seek out spiritual gifts of peace and love and hope. Brajesh Kumar Gupta affirms that goodness is so much stronger than evil. Zuhra Jumanazarova highlights the critical role of the Uzbek constitution in the country’s governance and respect for internationally recognized human rights. Eva Petropoulou Lianou laments the violence and selfishness of humanity, in poetry translated into Mandarin by Yongbo Ma. Pat Doyne mocks corruption in the United States’ federal government. Bill Tope argues against gambling from a social justice perspective. Yongbo Ma also translates a poem from Ahmed Farooq Baidoon on the weary quest of all too many people for justice. Brendan Dawson sketches some of society’s outsiders – immigrants and poets – and reflects on how society has become less welcoming.

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Image c/o Omar Sahel

Sayani Mukherjee wishes an old lover well with their new love during the holidays, while still acknowledging her sorrow. Abdulhafiz Iduoze speaks to the cycle of life and death in her imagistic poem. Kemal Berk yearns for a lost loved one through verse. Aisha Al-Maharabi evokes the pain of loss and longing in love. Graciela Noemi Villaverde mourns the loss of her husband of many years through poetry. Abigail George renders cautious and loving care for her father with cancer into thoughtful and slow poetry. Farzaneh Dorri pays tribute to a departed human rights lawyer.

Mirta Liliana Ramirez grieves the loss of someone who suffered much and had a difficult life. Sumaiyya Alessmael mourns the passing of her immortal, fanciful beloved. Milana Momcilovic evokes centuries of timeless longing for a lost love. Salimeh Mousavi probes probes a family’s grief to create a complex and layered character sketch and to mourn for parts of individual personhood severed by culture.

Shikdar Mohammed Kibriah speaks to the kind of immortality we find in nature, where one kind of creature lives because of the existence of another. Brian Barbeito relates a late autumn nature walk that left him feeling mystical and thinking of angels and a winter walk with friendly coyotes. Dr. Jernail Singh reminds proud humans of nature’s limits, checks, and balances. Toraqulova Pokiza Sanjarovna highlights the importance of living and working sustainability with nature during climate change. Avazbekova Rayyonakhon outlines some ways young people can work with “nature” close to us, our own bodies, and enhance immunity and stay healthier. Mahmmadjonov Saidjahon Shokirjon ogli and Mirzamansurova Robiya Ahmadjon qizi discuss clinical criteria elucidating when patients need heart valve transplants. Numonova Shohsanam Bahodirjon qizi presents an overview of the causes and effects of genetic mutation. Sejuty Rahman draws on an oyster fashioning an irritating grain of sand into a pearl as part of an extended natural metaphor for love.

Kavi Nielsen poetically expresses a sense of unity and connection with nature and their loved one. Shawn Schooley celebrates the sensual attraction he feels for his lover. Jamal Garougar speaks to the submergence of egos and unity with a broader whole inherent in love.

Petros Kyriakou Veloudas depicts love, grief, and memory feeding into the artistic process. Ana Elisa Medina encourages someone close to her to sing and share his heart’s journey. Kandy Fontaine reflects on how Motorhead frontman Lemmy inspired her artistically and personally.

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Image c/o Victoria Borodinova

Dianne Reeves Angel celebrates the joy of intentional female connection and friendship over many years. Priyanka Neogi reminds women and girls to remember their insight and strength. Amirah al-Wassif’s surreal poetry speaks to womanhood and our relationship with our bodies and minds.

J.J. Campbell shrugs and finds himself in a place of dull resignation, even at the holiday season, and renders his feelings into poems. Alan Hardy speaks to the vulnerability of being alone, whether in the wild or in his own mind, and how he protects himself by letting go of regret. Santiago Burdon depicts some misadventures along the road of guiding an emerging writer towards greater originality.

Richard LeDue captures a feeling common to many creators: seasons of wandering through a morass of scanty inspiration. Mykyta Ryzhykh expresses deep inner emotional pain through vivid imagery. Sara Hunt-Flores evokes the limits of the poetic muse for dealing with extreme emotions. Anna Keiko embarks on a tender journey of self-discovery.

Patrick Sweeney captures moments of revealing character development through one-line monostitch poetry. Christina Chin and Jerome Berglund depict small moments when people are captivated by small pleasures. Zebo Zukhriddinova celebrates the fun and the spontaneous organization of a day students spent folding and flying paper airplanes. Christina Chin depicts brief moments of peace and contemplation at Thanksgiving. Taylor Dibbert highlights the culinary creativity evinced by Thanksgiving meals. Asmonur Rajabboyeva’s short story, translated from Uzbek to English by Shuxratova Nilufar, details an imaginative and curious young girl’s travel to Mars.

Mark Young expresses fascination with arbitrary liminality, how we attempt to classify the world. Duane Vorhees reflects on natural and human moments of energy and transition, such as thunderstorms, from a comfortable distance that lets him think and react with wonder.

We hope this issue brings wonder, new thoughts, and empathy to your life.

Essay from Chimezie Ihekuna

Chimezie Ihekuna (Mr. Ben) Young Black man in a collared shirt and jeans resting his head on his hand. He's standing outside a building under an overhang.
Chimezie Ihekuna

Lord Fredrick Lugard, the first colonial governor (1914-1918), amalgamated what was called the southern and northern protectorates to form the creation, the Flora Shaw’s named “Nigeria”, formerly the Royal Niger Company. The creation was valid for a hundred years (December 31 2014/January 1, 2015). Afterwards, the people who would be identified as Nigerians could decide to negotiate terms of their co-existence. 

The major founding fathers of Nigeria, according to history, in the likes of Dr. Nnamdi Azikiwe, Chief Obafemi Awolowo and Alhaji Tafawa Balewa and the rest were not adults at the time Nigeria was created. Dr Nnamdi Azikiwe was born in 1904. Chief Obafemi Awolowo was born in 1912 while Alhaji Tafawa Balewa was born 1910. Therefore, they had no business being the major founding fathers of Nigeria, contrary to the historical narrative. Of course, Nigeria was (and still is) a British creation. Interestingly, they did not express their belief in the efficacy of the geographically created entity. For instance, in 1948, Chief Obafemi Awolowo, asserted Nigeria as being not a country but a geographical location separated by artificial boundaries. In the same breath, Alhaji Tafawa Balewa stated that the people in Europe—Belgium, Holland, England—are similar in cultures than the Igbo, Hausa and Yoruba, which are the three major tribes. Dr. Nnamdi Azikiwe, in 1964, who was paraded as the “Zik of Africa” and proponent of “One Nigeria”, stressed the need for Nigerians, four years after independence, to separate or go in pieces!

The major tribes have been existing for thousands of years before Nigeria was birthed. The DNA-based anthropological tests attest to this. It is a thing of concern most Nigerians today do not really know what the identities of their parents and or grand parents were, before October 1, 1960—the day Nigeria became a sovereign entity. Living former leaders such as General Yakubu Gowon (Retired), Chief Olusegun Obasanjo and Alhaji Abdul Salam Abubakar were born before Nigeria’s day of Independence which clearly identifies them as  not “Nigerians”before independence. Who were they, then? That’s a question for another day!

From the inception of leadership of Dr. Nnamdi Azikiwe (with Alhaji Tafawa Balewa being Prime Minister) to the current admission of Senator Bola Ahmed Tinubu, the bones of contention depicted over the years have been reflected in terms of tribalism, religion and ethnicity, all pointing at one thing; Nigerians have not been ONE people. From the deficits of the first coup in 1966, the subsequent Nigeria-Biafra Civil War (1967-1970),  the incessant tribal clashes among the major tribes in the following years, the erupted religious crises of the 80s and 90s, even in the 2000s and documented ethnic conflicts to the aggravating economic hardships, particularly from the 90s till present, the marriage known as Nigeria was, for the sake of sanity, amongst the couple’s (the Yoruba, Igbo and Hausa tribes) long due for a divorce. Without a doubt, it has never worked out in the favour of the participating tribes—it is still not working! Yet, by some proxy-relates means, which apparently defeat the strength of comprehendible political, and socio-cultural rationale, Nigeria is still existing!

How can a people who are different in culture, economic and political dynamics be “forced” to co-exist forever? The friction had long been established since independence. The history-claimed founding fathers, representatives of their tribes, brings to attention their position on the British-created Nigeria. The realistic incompatibility among the tribes got worse in subsequent years. It is amazing how the  major tribes—knowing they are better existing independently—still officially co-existing as Nigerians.

What the Nigerian entity has created were generations of men and women who would develop disdain for each other and depict bad demeanors in dealing with themselves, having being fed by questionable and tweaked historical narratives and orchestrated happenings. Hence, ushering leaders who would emerge and govern the people based on how they reflect themselves. After all, a good leader is a  reflection of (gotten from) a good people and a bad leader is gotten from or shows how bad a people is.

The current president was quoted as saying “I don’t believe in One Nigeria” in 1997, in an interview granted to a newspaper daily. Like his predecessor, Chief Obafemi Awolowo, Nigerian sovereignty is a mirage. But for some political aggrandizement, he became sworn-in as the president of the Federal Republic of Nigeria on May 29, 2023!

The devalued Naira, the Nigerian currency, deserves attention. On  January 1, 1973, one  Naira was equivalent to one British Pound. At the time, the standard of living was said to be, compared to the presently harsh economy, high. General Yakubu Gowon (Retired), the then head of state, bragged  about Nigeria being so rich that its problem was how to spend money! The de-valuing of the Naira, resulting from frivolous spending by the previous administration, began.  The Shagari-led regime in the late 70s was tasked with the onus of devaluing the currency, before the overthrow by Retired Major Muhammadu Buhari, who would become head of state, then Retired General Ibrahim Babagida in 1985. The Naira’s  declining value was witnessed through the years. What was of a greater value than the US Dollar before 1985 is now no match to.the CFA (currency used by West African countries) and Ghanian Cedis. The Naira is presently so valueless and the cost of living is unimaginably high for an average Nigerian to afford. The current exchange rate of the US Dollar to the Naira is:

$1 is equivalent to 1610 Naira.

The high cost of living, partly resulting from the devalued Naira, projected to get worse in subsequent years, is sufficient to rationalize critically the Nigerian posterity, hundred years after its creation.

The cultural diversity, religious, socio-cultural and political differences have saliently ascertained the “oneness”, known as Nigeria, is a complete shadow of itself, when and if realistically evaluated. It becomes pertinent to recognize Nigeria’s existence, a century later, would better be history, or better yet, as the title, “There Was A Country” by the late novelist, Chinua Achebe, reads, than a living entity existing today. After a hundred years. Her existence points at this: “Divided we stand, United we fall!”

Essay from Dr. Jernail Singh

Older South Asian man with a beard, a deep burgundy turban, coat and suit and reading glasses and red bowtie seated in a chair.
Dr. Jernail S. Anand

MAN’S OVER-REACH AND COSMIC REVENGE
[Philosophy

When nature’s patience is tested beyond the tolerance level, the cosmic forces burst upon humanity in vengeance. The divine forces which love peace, are not known to forgive their betrayers. -Anand

The cosmos is governed by harmony and order, while the human world is characterized by chaos. As soon as a man is born, it is like a bubble which is created by trapping wind in the thin layers of water, and so long as it stays on the body of the water, it causes ripples and disruptions, and finally loses itself to the flowing waters. Thus, the essential feature of the cosmos is harmony and human beings and their passions create ripples and cause disturbance in this reign of peace.


Harmony, the Essential Feature

There is something which likes harmony, peace, and flow and this ‘something’ does not like disruption. There are men, who by their very nature, believe in the cosmic flow. But there are men who have the audacity to prick the cosmic forces with their smartness and annoy nature’s wisdom. All the overtures of man which conflict with nature are judged on merit. This process takes time and it is during this period that men who violate harmony think that, as there is no one to cry foul, there is nothing wrong in it.

The Calculated Dog-Bark

In fact, to understand the nature of cosmic forces, let us take the example of a dog who is lying in its trance on the road. If you are passing by like a gentleman, it will ignore your presence. But if you try to assume some airs, and pass causing unnecessary disruptions and speaking loudly, the dog may take offence at your inordinate actions which disturb his peace. It will issue a calculated bark. But if he finds you are consistent in your non-sensical behaviour, and do not walk like a natural human being, the bark would become a bit shrill and fierce too. That is why there is a proverb: let sleeping dogs lie.

Now apply this logic to the cosmic forces. They are busy in their daily spin. Everything is at the right angle. If there are disruptions, it is only because men create a mess. There are no natural disasters. Every disaster has a human connection. Tempests, earthquakes, whirlwinds, storms, cloudbursts – there are natural activities, but nature is peace loving, not quarrelsome by nature. When nature’s patience is tested beyond the tolerance level, the cosmic forces burst upon humanity in vengeance.

The Dynamics of Peaceful Living

Peace is the result of leading a life which is based on faith in the cosmic wisdom. Men work hard to earn their livelihood without flirting with nature’s order. But men are ancestored by apes, and they believe in smartness, which is not to the liking of cosmic forces. All those who assert their selfish wisdom come to grief. This world is full of people who go on playing foul with nature’s rhythm, and keep building fortunes. But nature quietly registers their pranks, and in time brings them down. The divine forces which love peace, are not known to forgive their betrayers. The pain and suffering that we see in the world is the result of men trying to wage a war with nature’s order, trying to get more than is permitted, finally coming to grief. They are all over-reachers who do not believe patience, and disrupt the cosmic flow.

Everything evolves in time. But those who forced the cart in a particular direction have caused bloodshed on this earth. Gods know in which direction they want to take men. And it is best to attune ourselves to the rhythm of nature and live accordingly. The first thing is to click the ‘forget’ button. And then to unlearn what we have learnt so far and return to that pristine stage of innocence – this is what gods want and this is what we resist so powerfully, leading to pain and suffering in life and the punishment which is waiting for us, in this very world, when we over-reach ourselves.


Dr. Jernail Singh Anand, with an opus of 180 plus books, is Laureate of the Seneca, Charter of Morava, Franz Kafka and Maxim Gorky awards.  His name adorns the Poets’ Rock in Serbia. Anand is a towering literary figure whose work embodies a rare fusion of creativity, intellect, and moral vision. He is not only lone of the most influential voices in contemporary Indian poetry, but a global voice, challenging readers to confront the complexities of existence while offering hope through art and ethics.   

Poetry from Alan Catlin

At the County Fair Anxiety Dream

A carnival barker is trying to convince
me that, for a modest sum, I could
enter the mind of another person
and retain all of his or her thoughts,
dreams, emotions, and memories.
While it was a tempting idea,
I thought it would be horrible if
that worked both ways. What if that
person retained the essence of me while I
was poaching the essence of them?

I looked around the fair and wondered
when it had become something like Ringling
Brothers, Barnum, and Bailey in a
Kafka story like the prelude to Amerika
or The Starving Artis? I heard lions
roaring inside circus tents and saw elephants
hanging out by a peanut gallery where
a puppeteer was doing Punch and Judy shows
with masked figures who strongly
resembled Celebrity Death Match Claymation
characters modeled after current politicians.
I asked the barker who was now dressed up
in a clown costume, whether I could
choose whose mind I could borrow for
the evening and he said, ”Sure, but that costs extra.”
I was afraid to ask how much but he must have
peered into his crystal ball and assured me
that there were several convenient payment
options, layaway plans, credit card loans
and even an extended pay option that sounded
like a 30-year mortgage with low financing
that was a limited time offer. All I had to do was
sign here and we’ll go to town. I have a pin
for the blood-letting you’ll need to sign
the oath. “Don’t worry, “ he assured me,
“it only hurts for a little while, then you just
get used to it.”

Lunch with Charlie: an Anxiety Dream Poem

All the buildings look like
turn-of-the-last-century Utica
brownstones but I think we are
actually, in Albany. I’m trying to
get downtown on foot but somehow
find myself on a bus that takes the
wrong fork off the main road into
a different city that looks like Utica
but could be Schenectady.
I pull the overhead stop wire that signals
the driver to stop but he doesn’t
and the wire snaps. The driver arbitrarily,
abruptly stops, stands up, and says,
“Last stop everyone out.”
And he forces all of us out into
the middle of nowhere. Luckily my old
boss is driving by in his vintage Caddy,
picks me up and suggested we stop
for lunch at Hymie’s Pork Shop in Troy
which is always the next stop after
Nowhere on the bus line. Then I’m
sitting at a table with a movie star
and some local political movers and
shakers all of whom are friends of
my boss who seems to have disappeared.
The star turns out to be Charlie Sheen
and he has a bandage on his right cheek
that covers a wound from one of his old
movies. Charlie is affable and funny
and I feel very comfortable with him
all throughout an extremely long lunch
and after. Later, in the Caddy, I tell my boss
about the great time I had at lunch
with Charlie and he says, “You were
lucky. He can turn on you like that.”
And he snaps his fingers. I ask him
where we are going now and he says,
“Downtown.” But I’m afraid to ask him
in what city.

Dream Lottery Anxiety Poem

This is what it must feel like
to win the dream lottery, I thought.
All I had to do was give the patron’s
pet turtle his daily walk, on a leash,
and I could collect an all expenses paid
overnight trip to London for a first
run new play at The Savoy.

Once I had hooked the turtle up
On his leash and we began our walk
I could see this was going to be
much more difficult than I originally thought.

Then I’m in London, outside the theater,
after the overnight, unable to sleep on
the flight trip, plus the half hour
commuter train ride from Gatwick into
town and several tube stops, I’m so tired
I wonder if I can stay awake through
the first of nine acts, play.

Then I’m on a different sidewalk outside
Proctor’s theater in Schenectady with
Neil the tavern scammer, and he has
a cardboard box of rare baseball cards
he borrowed from a six-year-old kid
playing nearby and he’s telling me
we could sell the cards at Finnigan’s
and split the money 50/50 which meant
I would sell the cards because no one
in their right mind would buy a collectible
from Neil. All I had to do was keep
the kid occupied long enough for the cards
to be appraised but the kid runs out
into the street and is hit by a car and Neil
is gone. All I had to do now was get
the box of cards up six floors of a brick
building which meant finger climbing
a vertical wall in a trash infested alley
to the window where Neil was yelling
down at me, “Make sure you don’t drop
the cards.” And somehow, I make it most
of the way up, one-handed, and Neil says,
“Let me take those for safe keeping.”
And then I’m in the street holding
the bloody kid to my chest and
the cards are ruined, strewn all around,
covered in blood and a child’s scrawl
in magic marker and I’m hoping that
the ambulance comes in time for
the first act.

Under Construction Anxiety Dream

I’m at the Busy Corner that no longer exists,
window shopping at the Boston Store that
got torn down years ago and I’m looking
for custom, handmade t-shirts for heavy
metal bands that would never come to
the Utica War Memorial venue for love
nor money and then I’m walking down
Genessee Street looking for an address
on streets that were removed during
urban renewal in the 60’s to build
the-around-the-city arterial and I decide
to see if the red brick colossus of Genessee
Street apartment building we lived in
when we were first married is still there.
And it is, in all its unique weird glory and I
remember watching random parades for
stuff that was neither a holiday nor explicable
as worthy of mention in any other place
in the world except for Utica, from a Juliet
balcony you could step out on but not
with your full weight on unless you
were feeling suicidal. And I remember
how living there was like being on set
of Rosemary’s Baby with your pregnant
wife wondering how they rippled those ceilings,
why there were windows facing an air shaft
whose only purpose was to see how much
garbage could accumulate down there before
the rats took over and why walking down
the loose marble tile floor felt like a trip to
the gallows following a slow, creaking elevator
ride to get there. Then I am outside again
walking but none of the streets, houses, buildings
look familiar and all the Dutch Elm trees
are back and a hundred feet tall and weaving
about in the gusting wind like something out
of The Shining, the novel, and I feel like
I escaped from something into something
worse though the people I’m with on
the parade float seem nice and I ask,
“What is the parade for?” But no one seems
to know but The Shriner who seems to be leading
the procession points to a construction site
where the pavement saws are dismantling
the sidewalks, the streets, the open-air shopping
center, where they are going to put the Under
Construction signs that seem to be everywhere
but nothing actually seems to be doing
anything but Coming Soon. This seven foot
guy in a fez says to me, “We thought you’d never
get here. Hold this.” And hands me a sparking,
taped-together bunch of what looks like
dynamite sticks and turns to run. “Oh,” he says
before he leaves, “you might need this.”
and he hands me a yellow reflective vest and
a hard hat. Says something about ducking
and covering but I am way beyond ducking
and covering now.

Poetry from Aisha Al-Maharabi

Middle Eastern woman with a headscarf, glasses, a watch, and a dark colored top.

The Assassination of Longing!

This morning is weary,
exhausted by squatting
on the platform of waiting.

In vain it searches
for the secret of absence,
and rummages
in the ambiguity of words,
asking the letters:
Who assassinates the glimmer of longing,
Who tears the bond of promise
from the calendar of the exciting night?
For the evening is now weary,
No stars,
No moon,
No love,
No dreams! Everyone gasps for breath in the void,
And the void follows the void,
Grabbing its jaws wide,
Devouring hopes and joy!
The question remains tormented,
Lamenting at the end of the question:
Does love rust?
And how do the flowers of reunion die?!
And why does distance sprout leaves
On the branches of absence?
Nothing is clear here,
Except my crucified question,
In the pain of lips:
(Whyyyyyyyyyyyy)??!!

Poet/ Aisha Al-Maharabi Aden City Republic of Yemen Bachelor of Philosophy, University of Aden Married and a mother Worked in the field of teaching Participated in several Arab festivals in Egypt, Tunisia, Algeria, and Jordan Hobbies: Reading and writing in the field of poetry and literature My works have been published in several Arab and foreign newspapers, and I have had several press and radio interviews. – My poetry collection, “Master of the Evening,” was published in 2013 by the University Publishing House, Yemen. – “And the Daisy Breathed” was published in 2014 by Khalid Ibn Al-Walid Publishing House. – “How to Tame Longing” was published in 2014 by Al-Jeel Al-Jadeed Publishing House. – “Stuck Behind the Eyelids of the Homeland” was published in 2017 by Fikra Publishing House. – “Peace Be Upon You, Dawn” was published by Abrar Publishing House in 2019. – “And Madness Has Its Meaning” was published by the Poets on the Window of the World Foundation for Culture and Creativity in 2023.

Poetry from Mesfakus Salahin

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Mesfakus Salahin

The Palanquin of Time

‎‎The palanquin of time floats in the childhood of the wind

‎Seasons change; nature gets drunk

‎Easy chair in flashback

‎The manuscript of a novel in the turbulent lens of the eyes

‎The pulse of life in the wings of a grasshopper

‎The sound of a woodpecker knocking

‎A sudden attempt to catch a fish stuck in a spear

‎The fury on the high branches of a guava tree

‎The poetry of a kite touching the sky with its beak

‎The youth of Mahananda in the heart

‎The name of a loved one written on a night Jasmine

‎Love soaked in dew on a winter morning

‎Competition to capture a single piece of morning sunlight

‎The polar star on the bamboo head.

‎Alone, smiling Suyorani, Duoyorani

‎A gathering of many reflections

‎The dusty shepherdess’ flute melody

‎The body of a poem that falls down laughing

‎The arrogant moon, awakened by the sound of laughter

‎The two sides of the path, covered in moss, are wild and dreamy.

‎The touch of the sky in the world of birds

‎Who writes love letters on the life line

‎Stealing words from the story of life

‎Saleh begins to listen to the silence of the world.

‎Walking along the winding path of childhood,

‎Satisfied dreams are woven throughout the feelings

‎Rainbows are woven into the body of time

‎The human tree absorbs the clear light of the water’s chest.