Tea Teapots and adorable napkins The child's soul knows no bounds It clasps a little a lithe wards dream A homesickness that grows in your soul A pungent tea flavoured gift that i picked up A flower of moth eaten daisies I charm in thee Bottled and boat necked gifts that churn my soul A homely affair a stage show for faint hearted I like to knit sweaters in lulled voice What if my voice reached you today? I will scramble and do the dishes the art of Domestic choices still I landed on my fairy tales I daresay I will write on my behalf As poetry becomes a stagecraft for skin and home.
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Poetry from Rasulova Rukhshona

Girls picking flowers
Makes bouquets
The guys are also gathered
“Ko’pkari” plays the game
Both mountains and gardens
It is bluish in color
Swallows are coming
Everyone knows that.
This is the most wonderful holiday
Nowruz, my dears,
Ancient, traditional
Everyone will appreciate it.
Grandmother, grandfather
They always pray
Peace and health
They put it in their eyes
Rasulova Rukhshona Vahobjon’s daughter was born on October 16, 2008 in Rishton district of Fergana region. In 2015, she started studying in the 1st grade of school 34 in this district. Currently, she is a 9th grade student of this school. Rukhshona Rasulova is interested in participating in various competitions, writing poems and stories, and reading many books.
She regularly participates in school and district competitions and takes pride of place. Also she participates in many online contests and earned international certificates. She is a member of various creative teams and the 2024 “Ufq ilmi” 1st place winner.
As a young artist she has unlimited goals in her heart. Her biggest dream is to become a “young reader”.
Rukhshona Rasulova’s poems were published in the book “Youth of Uzbekistan” published by Justfiction publishing house, and in one of the most prestigious British magazines “Raven Cage” and “Kenya Time” in Thailand. And she has been included in various anthologies covering artists across the Republic.
Poetry from Saidqulova Nozima

Saidqulova Nozima To`lqin daughter
Republic Uzbekistan
Kashkadarya region Karshi centre
Karshi Engeneering-Economist Institute
Sanoat faculty 3-rd student.
Motherland
To praise the motherland,
My highest wish, my family dream.
In your corners that filled my heart,
My feelings are awakened, in your dreams.
I live to praise your name,
I saw my mother in you.
Be full of love,
I saw my father in you
Courage and strength.
Exalt your name,
It’s a confession.
If I wave your flag,
To another country.
Heard your description,
Greatness heard.
Let him wonder surprised,
My heart is white.
Dream rush,
My motherland is mine.
Poetry from Maftuna Rustamova
Essay from Nosirova Surayyo
How to build confidence in speaking a second language
Annotation: Nowadays, many language learners face problems related to speaking skills. These issues arise due to the speaker’s tendency to get nervous during speech, fear of making mistakes, and lack of sufficient vocabulary. There are also enough solutions to these problems.
Аннотация: В настоящее время многие изучающие язык сталкиваются с проблемами, связанными с навыками говорения. Эти проблемы возникают из-за того, что говорящий часто волнуется во время речи, боится делать ошибки и не имеет достаточного словарного запаса. Также существуют достаточные решения этих проблем
Annatatsiya: Hozirgi kunda ko’plab til o’rganuvchilar gapirish ko’nikmalariga oid muammolarga duch kelmoqdalar. Ushbu muammolar odatda nutq paytida hayajonlanish, xatolar qilishdan qo’rqish va yetarlicha so’z boyligiga ega bo’lmaslik sababli yuzaga keladi. Bu muammolarni hal qilish uchun yechimlar ham mavjud.
Keywords:audio,confidence,debate,native speakers,conversations
Ключевое слово: Аудио, уверенность, дебаты, носители языка, разговоры
Kalit so‘zlar:audio,ishonch,munozara,o‘z tilida so‘zlashuvchilar, o‘zaro suhbat
Confidence in speaking, especially in a second language, is a skill that develops over time with consistent effort and practice. Here are some strategies to build your confidence:
1. Start Small: Practice speaking in comfortable, low-pressure environments. Begin with familiar topics like hobbies or daily routines.
2. Practice Regularly: Consistency is key. Try to speak English every day, even if it’s just a few sentences to yourself, a language partner, or a tutor. There are some apps available to practice.
Hello Talk — The Best App for Conversation. It allows you to chat with English speakers worldwide through text, voice recordings, voice calls, and video calls. FluentU — The Best Media-Based App. FluentU offers English videos, including news, music, and advertisements. With interactive subtitles, you can click on any word to get additional information about it.
3. Focus on Communication, Not Perfection: Making mistakes is natural and an important part of learning. Aim to communicate your message, even if your grammar or pronunciation isn’t perfect.
4. Record Yourself: Listening to your own speech helps you identify areas for improvement and track your progress over time. When students record their voices, they gain a valuable opportunity to listen to themselves and identify areas where they might be making mistakes in pronunciation, grammar, or fluency.
By carefully analyzing these recordings, they can work on correcting these mistakes, which leads to gradual improvement over time. This practice not only enhances their speech clarity but also boosts their confidence, as they become more aware of their progress and develop better control over their language skills. Additionally, recording their voice allows them to track their development and recognize the positive changes in their speaking abilities, further motivating them to continue practicing. The best program for recording audio is Audio Lab. It is free and useful for students.
5. Expand Your Vocabulary: The more words you know, the easier it becomes to express yourself confidently. Learn phrases and expressions relevant to common situations. Every student has to learn vocabulary to improve their language skills. A strong vocabulary is essential for understanding and expressing ideas clearly. One of the best materials for learning vocabulary is the Cambridge Dictionary. It offers accurate definitions, example sentences, and pronunciation guides, helping students learn how words are used in context. Additionally, the dictionary provides synonyms, antonyms, and related words, which can expand a student’s vocabulary and improve their ability to communicate effectively in English.
6. Engage with Native Speakers: Join language exchange programs, participate in online forums, or attend local events where you can practice English with native speakers. Engaging with native speakers is one of the best ways to improve confidence in language use. If students shadow their speech, they can enhance their fluency and proficiency quickly. However, are the terms ‘native speaker’ and ‘non-native speaker’ truly appropriate, practical, and useful for describing language identity, use, and understanding? When referring to English, which country or countries are considered ‘native’? And within those countries, which region or dialect defines ‘native English’? Does ‘nativeness’ in English Language Teaching (ELT) necessarily lead to better teaching experiences, improved learning outcomes, or a more effective learning process?.
7. Prepare for Conversations: Before speaking, think about what you want to say. Practice common phrases or responses to likely questions. If a student has conversations, they should prepare.
8. Stay Positive: Celebrate your achievements, no matter how small. Replace negative thoughts with encouraging ones. Today, most students are not confident because they worry about making speaking mistakes. However, this mindset is incorrect. Everyone makes mistakes; only those who don’t learn from them fail to grow. Mistakes teach us valuable lessons. A student may make mistakes today, but tomorrow they will avoid repeating them.
9. Learn from Feedback: Accept constructive criticism as an opportunity to improve, not as a reflection of failure.
10. Participate in Speaking Activities: Join debates, book clubs, or storytelling sessions to use your language skills in interactive and engaging ways. Participating in speaking clubs is one of the best ways to improve your speaking confidence. When you need to speak in front of others, preparation is key. The more you practice, the more your confidence will grow. On the internet, there are plenty of resources you can utilize, such as “55 Great Debate Topics for Any Project.” These resources provide valuable guidelines to enhance your speech. One important skill in debates is anticipating the opposing side’s arguments. To strengthen your position, prepare ahead of time by considering what the other side might say. This allows you to effectively counter their points and make your arguments more convincing. Additionally, participating in debates hones your critical thinking, persuasion, and public speaking skills, all of which are essential for building confidence. Joining such activities will not only improve your speaking abilities but also boost your overall self-assurance.
A first-year student at the Uzbekistan State World Languages in the Faculty of Philology and Teaching English, located in the Uchtepa district of Tashkent.
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Poetry from Anna Keiko

Whispers of the Unseen
Beneath the veil of twilight’s hue,
Where shadows dance and dreams renew,
A whisper stirs the silent air,
A tale of love, beyond compare.
In gardens where the moonlight weaves,
Its silver threads through autumn leaves,
Two hearts, once lost, now find their way,
Guided by stars that never stray.
The night, a canvas, vast and deep,
Holds secrets that the heavens keep,
Each constellation tells a part,
Of journeys bound by fate’s own art.
Through time’s embrace, they softly glide,
On waves of hope, with love as guide,
No distance far, no hour late,
For destiny will not abate.
So let the winds of change blow free,
Across the seas of memory,
For in the end, the truth is clear,
Love’s whispers always draw us near.
And as the dawn breaks through the night,
With golden rays and soft sunlight,
The whispers fade, but leave behind,
A bond eternal, pure, refined.

Poetry from Chuck Kramer
American Male
buys his coffee at 7/11
finds dinner under the heat lamp
at the local gas station
backpacks his belongings
dons shorts on forty degree days
to go with flip flops and white ankle socks
shaves close every morning
to avoid being mistaken for homeless
reads a daily newspaper in the library
calls his mother on Christmas day
cleans his cousin’s office after dark
day dreams about his ex
carries a picture of his infant daughter
in his wallet even though she’s an adult
who refuses to answer his phone calls
pawns his graduation watch when he’s short
sometimes sleeps at the airport
doesn’t smile much–bad teeth
and gray moods that dim the day
admires Robert DiNiro for keeping it real
fondly recalls the old neighborhood
is certain things will get better
and heads to the dollar store for toothpicks
and the stale candy bars he eats before sleep
to help him dream of soft sheets
and waking to the aroma of frying bacon
which started each day of his childhood
before he left home to be a man
Ask
Ask and you shall receive.
Is that true?
Sometimes a question simply roils the waters
or the answer provided is not an answer at all.
You can ask for too much,
more than your share,
or you might ask for too little.
You may have no right to ask
or you may have an obligation to inquire.
Did Adam ask Eve, “That apple taste good?”
Did Adam ask God, “Why did you expel us?”
Did Adam ask himself, “Did I get a raw deal?”
Did Abel ask Cain,
“Don’t you realize I’m the older brother?”
Does the Pope know everything—or nothing at all?
Are answers more important than questions?
Can we talk about that?
Reflections on the Patio
she grew up with friends who hold government offices
drinks with people who’ve risen to public heights
dines with church vicars administering large sees
former lovers run schools
and relatives control radio empires
while she wades in the backwaters of the urban maze
she sighs with blunted ambition but realizes she also
knew a man who ate his gun
a woman who died homeless on an airport bench
and a once garrulous political heavyweight
who now wears an orange jump suit in early retirement
she pats the hands of those robbed of their past by dementia
and regrets alcohol and drugs have overwhelmed
uncles and aunts and cousins cold in the ground
while the waves of modern life wash away
the footprints of her feckless life
as she stares at the horizon
with puzzled wonder
her life has been
so ordinary
Sunbathing on the Rocks
You lay in the sun
on the rocks bordering the lake,
motionless, like a lizard,
your brown, bare-breasted skin
soaking up the bright
promise of July.
You looked up to find my smile
dusting your curves with desire.
Your calm delight at my gaze
brought me to your side.
You sat up, your palms brushing
your nipples as you lifted the
top of your bikini over your breasts.
I sat down and we crooned
a familiar song of deliberate seduction.
All around us on the rocks,
sunbathers watched our mating
dance like nervous gulls,
edgy at our greedy lust.
I looked back to you
and licked my lips.
You pulled your thong
into the slit between your legs,
took my hand,
kissed my fingertips,
stared into the blue irises
of my balding fantasies,
and asked, “Are you ready?”
I leaned forward
and answered with a kiss,
my tongue probing yours
and the dark distance between us,
while our hearts pounded
with the dangerous tension
that vibrates risky romantics
with terror and bravado.
My Classroom
The room was a garden
filled with young shoots
and waving branches
listing to the sun of
my smile.
The parade of history,
the constellations of numbers.
the periodic table of elements
waved alluringly in fertile fields
of age-ripened wisdom
and my students took
root as I watered the soil
of their quivering, vibrant minds
so they could rise
to inhabit their seedling dreams.
