Poetry from John Tustin

I NEVER THINK ABOUT YOU WHEN IT RAINS ANYMORE

I never think about you when it rains anymore
except for tonight when I am
for some reason.
It could be the way the air smells a little like mold,
only it smells good, not bad
and it reminds me of some other time
but I don’t remember when.

I hope next time it rains
I’ll continue my process
of forgetting all about you
more and more often
but the rain has a way
of getting in 
when it gets to falling heavy.
I don’t know.
I breathed you in for so long
and it’s been years since then
but I know my body hasn’t expelled
all of you
yet.

I never think about you when it rains anymore
except for tonight when I am
for some reason.
Water is getting in
through the one window I’ve left open,
over in the corner.
I’ll get up and close it
but not yet.
Eventually.
Not yet.


THE RIVERS

The river of your spine,
the soft and gentle slopes of your body.
The deep well of your belly,
its rich sediment;
the two burning coals that were your eyes,
moistening and filling the room with steam.
Your mouth
when I was hungry;
its dewy texture,
its ripe flavor.
Your breasts a cottony riverside
when I needed to rest
and bathe and drink.
My hair damp with the evaluation
of your flesh,
my bare feet leaving wet half-prints
on the floor beside the bed.
Your thighs
two more rivers flowing up and down
and me swimming all along them
a long time ago
before this now-dusty valley,
abandoned and long weary of metaphors,
went dry.


THERE ARE PEOPLE

There are people
who sit alone drinking coffee
and they listen to every gulp
as it falls down their throats
and vibrates in their ears.

There are people
who smoke cigarettes 
and they hold them in a certain
effete way, watching each puff
of smoke as it emanates 
from their browning lips
and rises up the room
like a mist of vines.

There are people
who are content to eat alone
in a brightly lit restaurant
reading something on their phone
while they eat french fries 
without looking at them.

There are people
who don’t notice
when someone has entered the room
and there are people
who compliment anything
that they secretly find unattractive or vile.

There are people
who drink 
and people who don’t drink anymore
and people who have never swallowed
even a single drop.

There are people who think they love God
and people who curse at the mention of His name
and people who don’t believe he exists at all
and there are people like us
who don’t pretend we know anything
about anything.


THE TOMBOY

She only lived around the block from us
for a summer or so
and I can’t remember her name
but I can close my eyes now
and see her as clearly as I could
when we were ten years old
and she played Army with us.

She had short brown hair
a little darker than mine
and just as messily arranged on her head
and she could and would do all the things
a boy her age did.
She played hockey and baseball with us
and I had this enormous crush on her
even though she dressed and acted
and kind-of looked a bit like a boy.
Never did I say anything or do anything
about it, of course. I was ten.
I kept everything to myself
like most of the kids did.

I tried to be on her team (or side
when it came to Army)
whenever she came out to play with us
and no matter how fast she could run,
how far she could throw
or how well she could imitate the sound of a machine gun,
she was still a girl to me.
She had eyes like a girl. No boy’s eyes
would ever make me feel like that.
Her sweat smelled different than my sweat
and when it sat in beads on her neck
as she stood with hands on knees at second base
with eyes squinting in the sun
I knew that she was a girl
and that I liked girls – especially her.
She spat on the ground and scratched her short boy’s haircut
while I snuck my glances,
feeling many things –
none of them confusion.

YOUR DUSKY STEM!

Your dusky stem!
Your bright brilliant husk!
Watching you bloom at night,
My lovely evening primrose,
Your petal soul so yellow,
So delicate to touch,
So indestructible in the wind
That never stops blowing.
You bring me your medicine
And your certain loveliness
Each evening that you open
For me, just for me, only me.
You black-eyed sorceress
With your thighs that are
Held by roots that love the earth.

Your blatant purple stigma!
Your anthers that shine!
Your filaments glistening with new dew!
Your sheltered husk that hides
The seeds and the fruit
That nourish me 
And your sepals that hold such beauty
With an animal’s natural grace.
You black-eyed mistress
With your legs that shake
But do not bend,
Held by roots that love the earth.


Synchronized Chaos Mid-November: The World That Dwarfs and Outlasts Us

We continue to express sorrow over what’s happening in so many different parts of the world and encourage our readers to support people and the planet.

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Also, we are hosting our Metamorphosis gathering again! This is a chance for people to share music, art, and writing and to dialogue across different generations (hence the name, the concept of ideas morphing and changing over the years). So far photographer Rebecca Kelly and English/Spanish bilingual poet Bridgett Rex are part of the lineup and more are welcome! This event is also a benefit for the grassroots Afghan women-led group RAWA, which is currently supporting educational and income generation and literacy projects in Afghanistan as well as assisting earthquake survivors. (We don’t charge or process the cash, you are free to donate online on your own and then attend!)

This will be Sunday, December 31st, 2-4 pm in the fellowship hall of Davis Lutheran Church at 317 East 8th Street in Davis, California. It’s a nonreligious event open to all, the church has graciously allowed us to use the meeting room.

You may sign up here for event reminders. RSVP appreciated but not required.

This issue draws us into a full sensory experience, surrounding us with places and worlds larger and more vast than ourselves.

Vernon Frazer’s pieces rumble with a smorgasbord of rhythmic and clanging instruments and sounds while Joshua Martin sends up a plethora of sonic syllables. Mahbub Alam stares and contemplates the beauty of nature and the Taj Mahal. Christina Poythress highlights through tactile details the rich nightlife within the world’s soil. Kathleen Hulser draws on mathematical concepts as metaphors for how life changes affect and circumscribe our lives.

Taj Mahal. White stone building with a central arched entrance and rounded brick dome, other smaller ones to the side. Four minarets to the side in the front, tall white brick towers with a lookout point for the call to prayer. Grass and rows of trees and a rectangular pool in front.

Image c/o Jean Beaufort

Jim Meirose illuminates the sensory experience of playing outside on the grass on a nice sunny day while Lorraine Caputo wanders off trail in South America: evenings, out-of-the-way streets, and less crowded areas.

Rafiul Islam speculates on inter-planetary relations in a society where multiple sentient species inhabit multiple planets.

Bekzod Quodirov outlines ways to make ammonium nitrate safer and more stable as a fertilizer and an industrial tool.

Older fisherman in a striped sweater and hat in a small wooden shelter by the side of a lake with some trees. Poles are in the water.

Uruguayan countryside, fisherman, photo c/o Juan Carlos Gonzalez

Even our own, more human-scale worlds contain more detail that we often grasp at first glance.

Sophia Fastaia remembers the joy, wonder, comfort and danger of childhood, all in one birthday party.

Chloe Schoenfeld’s piece probes opposites and finding and befriending one’s shadow self. Pascal Lockwood-Villa surveys a vacation in the tropics through the lens of photos that reflect different dimensions of human nature.

Susan Hodara details the common sensory experience of drying off after a shower while J.D. Nelson observes daily life and snacks within a homeless shelter.

Philip Butera describes with sensory details the underside of a circus after the show, referencing the work of repackaging the illusion.

Duane Vorhees’ work explores coupling and fertility from several big-picture spiritual and grounded, natural angles. Aklima Ankhi describes the search for an intense emotional connection with a lover that goes beyond the fleeting happiness of the everyday.

Slavica Pejovic ponders love, closeness, completeness, and connection. Aasma Tahir rhapsodizes about the subconscious worlds of nighttime, romance, and the imagination. Kristy Ann Raines describes the intense emotional experiences of love lost and regained.

Surreal image of stars at night and a wooden pier over water.

Image c/o Andrea Stockel

While our universe can be glorious, it can also be tragic, with forces beyond our control.

Ari Nystrom-Rice reflects on the fragility of his knowledge and sense of place in his world through the metaphor of a child’s toy boat exposed to the elements.

Nilufar Ergasheva illustrates the dangers of the winter season in rural villages, with cold and wild animals on the prowl, while Christopher Bernard renders appendicitis and surgery into poetry.

Mykyta Ryzhykh probes where we can find meaning and tenderness in a war-ravaged world where death seems frequent and life seems meaningless. Atagulla Satbaev shares how we delude ourselves into thinking love is eternal: time and death separate everyone. Michael Lee Johnson reflects on his own mortality and attempts to find eternal love in living death, rather than in the capriciousness of life.

Graciela Noemi Villaverde’s piece renders grief into somnambulant surrealism, a panoply of dream images while Alden Joe evokes the pain of lost love with imagery of tigers and predation. Suleiman Gado Mansir sends up a surreal dream sequence illustrating how our minds attempt to process the world’s violence.

Wallpaper image of tigers with black, orange, and tan swaths of color against a green grass background.

Image c/o Circe Denyer

Sometimes, we wonder what place we have in such a large world. Will the universe overwhelm and consume us?

Alma Ryan explores the season of fall with a meditation on falling, death, and the ways we let ourselves go. J.J. Campbell’s work turns solemn this month as he ponders various kinds of death and forms of passing away.

Zahro Shamsiyya reflects on the brevity of life and the need to savor the experience. Jerry Langdon reflects on the changing of seasons and the passing of a friend.

Gabriel Flores Benard shows the tragic ways continued abuse can shape a still-forming personality.

Even apart from mortality and injustice, everyday human psychology can be a mysterious and unmapped landscape.

Light skinned woman in a black jacket holding her head in her hands and yelling. She's in front of spiderwebs and a large rusting metal pillar at twilight.

Image c/o Kai Stachowiak

Zosia Mosur illustrates how we sculpt and train and also harm and punish our physical selves.

Taylor Dibbert’s speaker speculates on what his midlife decades will bring, while Noah Berlatsky highlights the common human experience of procrastination and Shirley Smothers relates her efforts to maintain inner peace.

Shamsiya Khudoynazarova Turumovna laments that real life can’t be like the novels she reads. Azemina Krehic compares herself to a linden tree and wishes she possessed its strength, but finds herself instead in the tree’s biological complexity.

Yet, we as humans do not have to be passive in the face of such a large and grand universe. There are roles we can play, even as individuals, that allow us selfhood and transcendence.

Diyora Abdujabborova’s reflects on the value of women’s leadership and nurturing roles in Uzbek society. Anila Bukhari speaks to the earnest desire of girls living in poverty to get an education.

Young girl with short curly hair, a white collared shirt, and blue suspenders standing in front of other children of different genders and ages and a brick building. She's outside with trees on a sunny day.

Image c/o Gerd Altmann

Christina Chin and Uchechukwu Onyedikam collaborate on haikus that are translated into English, Taiwanese, and Igbo and highlight moments of people collaborating with nature. Nery Santos Gomez illustrates the joy she takes moving in unison while riding a beloved horse.

Daniel De Culla’s photography focuses on low-key ways we alter or adjust our environment: clothes, sketches, bushes we plant. Isabel Gomez de Diego illustrates moments where nature (small children and plants) integrates into our built environments.

Sayedur Rahman demonstrates the resilience and strength of refugees creating new lives in their new homelands. Jacques Fleury asserts his place in the world as a Black man, self confident even in spaces not created with him in mind.

Christina Chin and Paul Callus also collaborate on further haikus translated into English, Mandarin and Maltese that celebrate the mastery of crafts: cooking and painting.

Annie Johnson speaks to the transcendent immortality she finds through stepping out of herself to create art that will outlast her.

Mark Young reflects on the values and accomplishments of his Boomer generation in terms of shaping society while questioning the uses of similar government power today.

Z.I. Mahmud outlines Jane Eyre’s character growth and self-assertion in Charlotte Bronte’s novel while Shokirova Zarnigor Shuhratjanovna urges patience for people seeking the meaning of their lives.

Stylized image of a four story mansion at twilight with lights on, leafless winter trees, and pumpkins and zombies dancing in front of the house. Ghosts are in the background.

Image c/o Linnaea Mallette

Orzigul Sherova shares how she learned to draw on her fantasies as an inspiration rather than as a way to avoid achieving her real-world goals.

In Nahyean Bin Khalid’s take on a haunted mansion horror tale, his protagonist frees undead souls trapped in the home, but stays to become their caretaker rather than escaping, getting killed, or kicking the ghosts out.

Maja Milojkovic’s piece encourages us to heal and move forward from grief. Nilufar Rukhillayeva’s translation of Erkin Vahidov’s Uzbek poem points to a larger societal step forward, the passage of time and renewal that comes with the New Year.

Jaylan Salah reviews Daniel Radcliffe’s new HBO show The Boy who Lived, about David Holmes, his stunt double who became paralyzed after an injury on set and who worked with quiet courage and dignity to rebuild his life.

Even if our places in the universe are relatively small in the grand scheme of things, it matters how we fill our places because our behavior and choices affect those around us.

Image of Saturn with rings on a neon green and black background with lightning, the moon and palm trees and waterfalls

Image c/o Daniel Sanchez

Rasheed Olayemi’s poem demonstrates how corruption at both individual and governmental levels weakens a country’s economy.

Daniel De Culla calls out the hypocrisy of people who focus more on looking good at charity balls rather than helping others, especially in wartime.

Mesfakus Salahin’s narrators are wise beyond their years in terms of their ability to love and respect and connect with other people. Salahin urges adult world leaders to hold to that level of maturity.

Elmaya Jabbarova urges the world to wake up and turn back towards life and justice.

Lilian Dipasupil Kunimasa fondly remembers her low-tech but fun childhood visits to her grandparents’ country town, and urges compassion for those with HIV/AIDS.

Family, culture, love, and heritage can be vital to grounding us and giving us the strength to withstand a rough universe.

Stone carving of Lord Shiva dancing with his many arms and his family, including Lord Ganesha with the elephant head.

Image c/o Rajesh Misra

Aziza Gayratova expresses respect for her parents and the strength family love gives her to endure life’s injustices.

Wazed Abdullah reminds us of how essential love and caring is to life while Faleeha Hassan speaks to a mother’s wish to protect her son during wartime in her poem, translated by William Hutchins.

Shahnoza Ochildiyeva offers up a colorful paean to her native Uzbekistan while Yahya Azeroglu pays tribute to Ataturk, the founder of modern Turkey.

Fahim relates a story of courage and loyalty among Bangladeshi soldiers at the country’s founding.

Finally, to come back to nature and the vast universe outside of our own species, Brian Barbeito reflects on the wisdom of nature to outlast humanity. He also considers how mysterious the sea remains, even after millennia of sailing.

Poetry from Erkin Vahidov, translated from Uzbek to English by Nilufar Rukhillayeva

Older Central Asian man with grey hair, a tie, and a white shirt and brown coat standing outdoors in a park with a black iron fence and a tree.
Erkin Vahidov
New Year poem


The human verb is surprised by surprise,

There is no world without criteria.

By measuring the stars,

It also touches infinity.

 

He is the owner, he is the slave forever

To the beliefs he found,

Don't say, even eterned,

To the moments that happened.

 

Collect hours from minutes,

The days make up the months,

He does not cry that life has passed,

He celebrates the end of the year.

 

Even though the wrinkles are increasing,

As the years go by,

Rejoice - more children,

He rejoices - his age grows.

 

It is a dream of endless 

There is a basis for hopeful faith:

Man is immortal.

Little by little

It just goes to eternity.


Erkin Vahidov
Translator: Nilufar Rukhillayeva(1st year student of the Faculty of Foreign Philology of the National University of Uzbekistan named after Mirzo Ulugbek)
Young Central Asian woman with curly black hair, brown eyes, makeup, and a gauzy black top sitting in a plush green chair.
Nilufar Rukhillayeva

Poetry from Mashhura Usmonova

Young Central Asian woman in a floral blouse and off-white jacket with white pearl earrings and black hair up in a bun standing in front of pink flowers on a bush.
Mashhura Usmonova

       Great birds

In the search of warm places,
Where are you going again?
Oh, cranes please get back,
And build the home of affection in heart.

Do not be afraid from the first fallen leaf,
Do not fly away, great birds.
Want to see a familiar face,
Birds like me whose hearts are burnt.

I follow you from behind,
All of you are leaving happily.
But remember I will wait,
Wait for you to come to me.

But I got upset from you, I have to say,
Listen to me hey, cranes.
One of your friends that has fallen from the row,
Is struggling, do not you see?!

And you, you are being just reckless,
Maybe it had the same intention as you.
The injured bird kept looking,
Looking long, from your back.

Oh great birds, great birds,
Burnt- heart- birds just like me.
Despite being unfaithful like humans,
Still, everyone loves you all.



Mashhhura Usmonova Zafarjon’s daughter was born on May 16, 2006 in Gallaorol district, Jizzakh region the Republic of Uzbekistan. Currently 16 years old. She has been practicing writing poetry since her 10 years old. Now, she is author of about 100 poems. She is member of the international organizations Egypt, Indonesia, Pakistan, Argentina and India. In 2019, the author’s book of poetry entitled “Happy Childhood Message” was published. In 2022, the second author’s book of poetry entitled “Letter…” was put up for 26 countries under the Amazon online store of the United States. In addition, her works have been published in book collections of the United States of America, Turkey, Azerbaijan, Germany, Thailand, Canada, UK, Kenya and Moldova. She likes to read books and travel. Her future goal is to become a philologist.  

Poetry from Shahnoza Ochildiyeva

Young Central Asian woman with long braided black hair, a headband, and a white blouse and black jacket. She's in front of trees and stone arches.
Shahnoza Ochildiyeva
Why I love my Motherland

Why I love my Uzbekistan
Let the wind tells about it.
Take a deeper look at my motherland,
It’s wearing a wreath from glorious history.

Look for Ulegbek’s eyes  there
Who spend  life staring at the stars in the sky
In historical pages of my country
All great beings are alive and alive.

Maybe it is  a childish love
Let the world know its glory and fame.
Namangan’s bright red apples
And Samarkand’s baked shirmoy bread.

I still have a smell in my throat
Of sweet sumalak by my aunt
Leads us right towards the dreams,
A wish made in front of sumalak.

Glittering on the nch of my country
A bright necklace made of fame.
Oh, friends, you will all see it too,
Each necklace is a champion.

Look at my lovely motherland
It’s wearing an embroidered  long dress
Brightly different colours,
Suits my  beautiful country.

Margilon satin is fine and tend
The embroidery would adorn it fully
Tying her waist with a decorative belt,
Standing in body with full of beauty.

Clothes worn by my Motherland
Golden robe woven by Bukhara
I think this is an another reason,
Of the fiery and pure love of me.

My country leads us in its hands,
Thousands of kids, boys and girls.
Towards a great bright future,
All generations with enthusiasm.

My country is lighting everywhere
As a symbol of the brightest sun
It’s dear to me as long as I live
As my supposedly loving mother.

Ochildiyeva Shahnoza Abdivohid qizi was born on July 17, 2006 in the Republic of Uzbekistan, Surkhandarya region, Denov district. Presently, she studies at school number 49 in 10th grade.     

Poetry from Aziza Gayratova

Parents

My friend, listen to my words.
Give thanks for every day.
Bowing at the feet of your parents.
Respect them and pray for them.

May basil be scattered at your feet, mother.
May your step be filled with light,
May you have many happy days.
Do not tire us by praying, mother.

Dear Father, thank you
You gave us a lot of mercy,
You have blessed us no less than anyone else.
We learned the science of goodness from you.

How great is the word of parents,
Appreciate them.
You gave us your life,
Give thanks to those who have parents
The world

Forgetting the worries of the world a little
I dream of the best days.
I won't cry anymore, it's enough
I look forward to my happy days

To the tyranny of cruel people.
I will not shed tears, I will be patient
I don't yawn anymore, I don't care
I live like an indifferent person

O world, you have many oppressions.
You took all my things.
I will tell you about my pains.
I will quietly laugh at you

It's such a heavy unfaithful world
I leave you my lions
For the hearts that are close to me
I leave loyalty and honesty.

Essay from Bekzod Qodirov

THE USE OF GLAUCONITE SANDS OF THE MABIKAN DEPOSIT TO IMPROVE THE PROPERTIES OF AMMONIUM NITRATE

KODIROV BEKZOD KHOMIDZHONOVICH, doctoral student

TOZHIEV RUSTAM RASULOVICH, Dean

FERGANA POLYTECHNIC INSTITUTE, UZBEKISTAN

e-mail: b.qodirov@ferpi.uz, Rustamjontojiyev658@gmail.com

Annotation. Ammonium nitrate is used both as a fertilizer in agriculture and as an ingredient for industrial explosives (for quarries, mine tunnels, etc.). The substance is stable under normal conditions of use, storage and transportation, but despite this stability, in the last century there were several accidents associated with a large number of ammonium nitrate, which has led to numerous deaths and injuries to people. This article analyzes in more detail the incidents related to the explosion of ammonium nitrate in the middle of the XX century (partially). Based on the official report on the conditions and consequences of the accident, various scenarios were considered using different TNT equivalence coefficients and the physical consequences of the explosion were determined.

Keywords: ammonium nitrate, properties, explosivity, hygroscopicity, porosity and particle density, qualitative indicators.

Introduction. Ammonium nitrate is an inorganic product of industrial synthesis, produced from gaseous ammonia and nitric acid. It was first obtained by Glauber in 1659. In its production form, it is a colorless crystalline substance with a content of 35% of total nitrogen in ammonia and nitrate forms. For fertilizing purposes, it is produced in granular form [1]. The physico-chemical properties of ammonium nitrate are regulated by the regulatory requirements of GOST 2-2013 [2,3].

Ammonium nitrate is well soluble in water. Its water solubility at 25oC exceeds 2 kg/kg of water, which is significantly higher than the solubility of many organic and inorganic compounds [4].

One of the important distinguishing characteristics of ammonium nitrate is its strong oxidizing ability in relation to a large number of inorganic and organic substances, which strongly affects its consumer and commodity properties. In recent years, explosions and fires caused by this characteristic of ammonium nitrate in a number of countries [5-7] have significantly reduced the demand for this important universal fertilizer products.

A characteristic specific indicator of ammonium nitrate is the polymorphism of its properties. This means its ability to change its crystal structure depending on the temperature of the medium. As is known [4,8-10], depending on temperature conditions, ammonium nitrate has five crystalline forms. At the same time, the structural transition in its composition from one crystal structure to another takes place under conditions of heat release or absorption, and leads to changes in the volume and density of crystals, as well as all its other physico-chemical properties. It has been established [11-14] that the III structural modification of ammonium nitrate is the most stable in relation to its transportation and storage in hot climatic conditions, a number of sufficiently effective ways of stabilizing its III structural modification have been found and developed [15-20].

Ammonium nitrate has a high traceability [3.21]. Because of this, in the practical application of ammonium nitrate as a fertilizer, there are significant losses of marketable products, additional costs are required when using the accumulated part of it [1,4]. As is known [4,22,23], the traceability of ammonium nitrate is caused by its high solubility, hygroscopicity, low strength of granules, as well as polymorphic transformations taking place in its structure. Therefore, the lower the solubility and hygroscopicity, the higher the strength of ammonium nitrate granules, the lower its traceability.

An important characteristic of the production ammonium nitrate is the mechanical strength of its granules. According to modern requirements [3], ammonium nitrate granules during transportation, storage and use should not be destroyed under mechanical loads. The strength of granules is characterized by three indicators: dynamic strength (Rd), abrasion resistance (At), static strength (Rd) [24,25]. The strength of ammonium nitrate granules is most significantly influenced by humidity, porosity and the size of the product granules [22,26,27]. With a decrease in humidity and the size of individual granules, as well as with an increase in their density, the strength of ammonium nitrate granules increases.

Ammonium nitrate, as a result of intensive moisture absorption, reduces its mechanical strength, collapses and cures [1,4, 28-30]. All this is due to its hygroscopicity. Because of this, the production ammonium nitrate needs to comply with special storage conditions, causes a number of difficulties in its practical use for fertilizing purposes [31-36].

Therefore, today everywhere both manufacturers of ammonium nitrate and its consumers are keenly interested in reducing its hygroscopicity by various methods and techniques [37-42].

The world practice of using ammonium nitrate indicates that it is characterized by flammability and explosiveness [45-48]. This is due to the fact that ammonium nitrate is prone to thermal decomposition and has strong oxidizing properties. Thermal decomposition of ammonium nitrate takes place with slow heating starting from 110oC and above. At low temperatures, the products of thermal decomposition are ammonia and nitric acid, and at high temperatures, nitrous oxide, nitrogen oxides and oxygen [4,49-51]. At the same time, in the high temperature region, the formation of the last products is explosive. Consequently, due to the thermal decomposition of ammonium nitrate, there is a loss of part of the product, as well as the practical use of ammonium nitrate becomes unsafe. Therefore, in order to completely suppress the process of thermal decomposition of ammonium nitrate or its effective deceleration, a number of methods and techniques for its stabilization are used in practice [52-55].

Ammonium nitrate is segmented by application (fertilizers, explosives and other applications), end users (agriculture, mining, defense and others) and geography (Asia-Pacific region, North America, Europe, South America, Middle East and Africa)). The report suggests the market size and forecasts of the ammonium nitrate market in volumes (kilotons) for all of the above segments.

The agricultural segment accounts for the main market share of ammonium nitrate.

In agriculture, fertilizers are used to enrich plant growth. They contain essential nutrients for plants that ensure healthy growth and protect them from diseases. There are various types of fertilizers that are available in soluble, dry crystalline forms and forms of prolonged action. Ammonium nitrate is one of such fertilizers, which is used to provide plants with a sufficient amount of nitrogen.

The ammonia fraction of ammonium nitrate is absorbed by the roots or gradually converted into nitrate by soil microorganisms. Many vegetable growers prefer an affordable nitrate plant food source and use ammonium nitrate. Livestock farmers like it for fertilizing pastures and hay, because it is less susceptible to evaporation losses than urea-based fertilizers when it remains on the soil surface.

Ammonium nitrate is usually mixed with other fertilizers, but these mixtures cannot be stored for a long time due to the tendency to absorb moisture from the air.

However, the explosion of 2,700 tons of ammonium nitrate in Beirut in 2020 demonstrates the importance of handling this substance and the need for stricter and clearly defined rules in the industry.

Consequently, due to the rapidly growing agricultural activity worldwide, the demand for solid ammonium nitrate is expected to grow rapidly during the forecast period (58).

Approximately half (50.5%) of the total global consumption of ammonium nitrate is accounted for by such major and developed countries of the world as the USA (17%), the Russian Federation (14%), France (5%), Brazil (2.5%), the UK (2%), and the rest is the share of all other countries of the world (Figure 1). Visual changes in the export and import of ammonium nitrate in physical terms are shown in Figure 2.

Pie chart showing the global consumption of ammonium nitrate by country.

Source: IFA, Fertecon, company assessment [57]

Figure 1 – Structure of global consumption of ammonium nitrate in 2019 by leading countries of the world

In the CIS countries, the leaders in the market of nitrogen fertilizers, including ammonium nitrate, are the Russian Federation, Ukraine, Uzbekistan, Belarus and Kazakhstan, where today there are more than 28 modern production facilities [56,57].

There are currently 20 leading manufacturers and companies of ammonium nitrate in the world. Figure 2 shows that the Norwegian company “Yara” confidently leads in terms of production of ammonium nitrate, followed by three Russian companies “Uralchem”, “EuroChem”, “Akron” and Uzbek “Uzkimesanoat”.

Since 2008, restrictions on the supply of ammonium nitrate containing more than 28% nitrogen have been in effect in European countries. As a result, the export of domestic saltpeter to Europe, containing 34% nitrogen, was closed. In our country, certain measures are also being taken to restrict the export of ammonium nitrate to countries where military operations are underway or the domestic political situation is characterized by a high level of terrorist activity.

Table illustrating the leading manufacturers of ammonium nitrate.

Source: based on the materials of the website www.uralchem.ru

Figure 2 – Dynamics of the volume of output of the sales market of 20 leading world manufacturers of ammonium nitrate, million tons

In this regard, the search for rational ways to reduce the explosive hazard of ammonium nitrate and increase its agrochemical characteristics is of great practical interest. The successful solution of these problems can help to increase the competitiveness of mineral fertilizers produced in our country and more actively promote them to the world market.

Currently, additives of limestone, chalk, chloride or potassium sulfate and some other mineral components are most often used to reduce the explosive hazard of ammonium nitrate (Kropacheva, RF).

The aim of the work was to study the possibility and feasibility of granulating ammonium nitrate in a mixture with glauconite sand from the Mabikan glauconite mine (Dehkanabad district of Kashkadarya region).

The choice of an additive is due to the following factors:

– glauconites are good sorbents capable of absorbing and retaining gases released during the decomposition of ammonium nitrate (reducing the threat of explosion);

– glauconite sands have a complex of valuable agrochemical properties that allow them to be used as effective meliorants;

– favorable granulometric composition of glauconite sands reduces the cost of preliminary preparation of raw materials;

– glauconite sands exhibit pronounced ion-exchange properties and are effective sorbents, which makes it possible to reduce the ecotoxic properties of soils and ensure high quality and yield of cultivated crops;

– glauconites are able to actively sorb and bind water, which prevents the caking of ammonium nitrate;

– Kashkadarya region has large reserves of this raw material. According to experts, the annual reserve in this deposit is 1.2 million tons of glauconite sands that do not find practical application.

At present, there are convincing data confirming the expediency of using glauconites in agricultural practice. It has been established that the introduction of glauconite sands in single doses of 15-20 t/ha leads to an increase in the content of available forms of potassium, phosphorus and sulfur in the soil, which contributes to an increase in crop yields.

It should be noted that the composition and properties of glauconite sands of various deposits are characterized by high variability. It is known that the content of potassium oxide (6-7%), phosphorus oxide (up to 3%) in the glauconite sands of the Mabikansky glauconite mine. The color is dark gray, almost black.

The experimental part. Glauconite sands of the Mabikan glauconite mine (Dehkanabad district of Kashkadarya region) and granular ammonium nitrate produced by JSC “Farg’onaazot” were used to perform experimental studies. The content of mobile phosphorus in glauconite sands was 6.1 mg/dm3.

The grinding and mixing of the components was carried out manually. The composition of the mixture was calculated in such a way that the nitrogen content in the finished dried granules was 27-28%.

For granulation, a paste consisting of ammonium nitrate sifted through a mesh (0.25×0.25 m) of glauconite sand and water was used.

The mixture was heated to 135 ° C and passed through an oscillating sieve with 2×2 mm cells so that the granules fell from a height of 1 m onto the pallet in which the rolling process was carried out. The rolled pellets were placed in a drying cabinet to remove moisture to a residual humidity of no more than 1%.

The mass fraction of ammonium nitrate and nitrogen in the finished granules was determined according to GOST 14839.3-69.

The strength of the pellets was measured in kg per pellet. The pellet was installed between two ceramic tiles and a load of various weights was placed on the top tile. The weight of the cargo was recorded, at which the destruction of fertilizer granules occurred.

During the experiment, it was found that glauconite sand is easily mixed with ammonium nitrate to form a paste. To prepare a stable composition suitable for forming granules, it is necessary to strictly control the humidity and temperature of the composition.

Stabilization (drying) of granules should be carried out at relatively low temperatures. An increase in temperature to 100 ° C leads to a violation of the uniformity of the granules, since the surface of the granules is covered with white crystals of ammonium nitrate. To increase the speed of drying granules, you can use the method of active ventilation of the drying chamber.

The granules obtained during the experiment have a dark gray color and can withstand a load of at least 2 kg per granule

When the granules get into the water, they spontaneously crumble within 1-2 minutes, while ammonium nitrate goes into solution, and the auxiliary component (glauconite sand) remains in the sediment.

Conclusions. Ammonium nitrate granules with the addition of glauconite sand do not show signs of caking or destruction when stored in an open form indoors for 6 months. Granules of pure ammonium nitrate in similar conditions begin to collapse and clump.

The performed studies allow us to conclude that the glauconite sands of the Mabikan glauconite mine (Dehkanabad district of Kashkadarya region), containing up to 30% glauconite, can be used as an additive to improve the properties of ammonium nitrate.

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